{"id":98157,"created_at":"2019-09-10 19:20:53","updated_at":"2021-04-23 05:44:09","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-09-10 19:20:53","original_id":null,"artist_id":33838,"title":"Varsity Dropout","slug":"kxng-spirit-sa","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"local","source":"file","lyrics":"Dammed if I don't, damned if I do\r\nI'm just a young nigga\r\nOutchea tryna make moves\r\nTryna hit the big screens\r\nOr get me a coupe\r\n\r\nGive me one second, let me tell you my story\r\n\r\nThese are just thoughts of a varsity drop out\r\nStraight A student, back then in High School\r\nCame first place, price giving ceremonies\r\nI guess I fell off.. I fell from the glory\r\n\r\nNow I can't get straight A's when life keeps testing me\r\nStudent of this life thing... I'm far from graduation\r\n30 degrees out ... I'm steady writing songs\r\nTryna change my life, now tell me if it's wrong\r\n\r\nTell me if it's wrong I'm not feeling self pity\r\nTell me if it's wrong that I chose to do music\r\nTell me if it's wrong that I'm tryna be a better me\r\nJust tell me if it's wrong\r\n\r\nI said\r\nTell me if it's wrong I ain't got life figured out\r\nTell me if it's wrong that I wanna make it out the hood\r\nTell me if it's wrong that I'm tryna make my momma proud\r\nTell me if it's wrong\r\n\r\nNow I'm writing all these songs, I'm in the zone\r\nHold on tightly to your dream, don't let it go\r\nThese snakes steady plotting on you, I hope you know\r\nThey never wanna see you do good, that's how it goes\r\n\r\n\r\nVerse 2\r\n\r\nNow I'm in my feelings and I'm writing all these songs\r\nRipping out these pages everything is sounding wrong\r\nSay it from the heart, like I'm tryna right my wrongs\r\nLay it on this beat like an open heart surgery\r\n\r\n\r\nLife got me tripping, got me sipping on this bottle\r\nAnxiety got me tripping, got me wishing I was no more\r\nMusic is my healing, got me feeling I can do more\r\nThis music got me healing, got me feeling once more\r\n\r\nThese are just thoughts of a varsity dropout\r\nComing from the heart like the blood that's in your veins\r\nComing from the heart like the deepest love letter\r\nMan its coming from the heart..\r\n\r\nYeah\r\n\r\nThis is my life.. Had to put it in a verse\r\nWanna touch your life... Cause I wanna see you do good\r\nIt's a cold world, never let it get to you\r\nThis an open letter\r\nSincerely yours\r\n\r\nSincerely yours this music for the soul\r\nMusic for all those who thought of letting go\r\nMusic for all those who've lost all hope\r\nMusic for all those in search of happiness\r\n\r\nPray to God we all win\r\nPray to God we make it through\r\nPray to God we never quit\r\n\r\nYeah...\r\n\r\nI just pray to God man.. Hope we all win","download_count":106,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5d7\/7db\/417\/thumb_287271_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":"","tags":[]}