{"id":95204,"created_at":"2019-08-27 20:55:03","updated_at":"2021-04-20 01:07:45","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-08-27 20:55:03","original_id":null,"artist_id":9985,"title":"i blame me","slug":"i-blame-me","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"This is why I started making music,\r\nI wanna challenge you...\r\nBut I've gotta challenge myself first\r\nI've gotta challenge myself most, huh?\r\n\r\n[Verse 1]\r\nI don't blame lil' homie on the corner pushing weight, yeah\r\nIf I wasn't gifted with this pen I'd take your place, damn\r\nI don't blame my ex girl for not trying more to stay, yeah\r\nIf I was dating me, I'd probably tell myself to skate, damn\r\n\r\nI don't blame my momma for not loving me the same, yeah\r\nThis is not Grade 9, guess over time our feelings changed, damn\r\nI don't blame my bruddas when they constantly switch lanes, yeah\r\nIn the book of life, we all read from a different page, damn\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nBut I blame myself-\r\nIt's my fault, I'm the problem\r\nI see all these issues\r\nI don't do nothing to solve 'em\r\n\r\nMaybe, I'm the problem\r\nMaybe I'm the monster\r\nAll this shit I'm seeing has been fucking up my conscience\r\n\r\nAnd I blame myself\r\nIt's my fault, I'm the problem\r\nI see all these issues\r\nI don't do nothing to solve 'em\r\n\r\nMaybe, I'm the problem\r\nMaybe I'm the monster\r\nAll this shit I'm seeing has been fucking up my conscience\r\n\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\nI don't blame the women that just lemme have my way with them\r\nNah, I blame myself for all the corny shit I say to them\r\nYeah I guess it's not as bad as niggas out here raping them\r\nBut I blow them up, until I poke, then I'm deflating them\r\n\r\nWorking Overtime like \"What the fuck is an Hiatus?\", yeah\r\nTripping on some weed and lean my idea of vacation, damn\r\nWay that I've been shinin' only right that people hatin', yeah\r\nI don't blame nobody, blame myself I'm so amazing, damn\r\n\r\nI don't blame my brother for not showing me respect that I deserve\r\nSee that's the type of shit you earn\r\nI hope its lessons that he'll learn\r\n\r\n'Cause one day he'll get his turn\r\nI'm excited for the man he's finna be\r\nAnd even if he fucks it up\r\nI guarantee Ima blame me\r\n\r\nThat's what I get for thinking\r\nWelcome to my Mind Olympics\r\nI'm seeking truth and authenticity in every instance\r\n\r\nI'm trying all I can to make a change and make a difference\r\nI don't blame the Government for where we're at\r\nLet's quit the bitching\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nBut I blame myself-\r\nIt's my fault, I'm the problem\r\nI see all these issues\r\nI don't do nothing to solve 'em\r\n\r\nMaybe, I'm the problem\r\nMaybe I'm the monster\r\nAll this shit I'm seeing has been fucking up my conscience\r\n\r\nAnd I blame myself\r\nIt's my fault, I'm the problem\r\nI see all these issues\r\nI don't do nothing to solve 'em\r\n\r\nMaybe, I'm the problem\r\nMaybe I'm the monster\r\nAll this shit I'm seeing has been fucking up my conscience\r\n\r\n[Verse 3]\r\nGet up off your ass and make a plan to make a way, aye\r\nI don't need the drugs, I make song to break away, aye\r\nMost nights I don't sleep, I'm riding flows into the day, aye\r\nBreaking out the hood with some projects, that's my escape. Wait\r\n\r\nI ain't had it easy but I had it and I handled, yeah\r\nCould've had it better but I do not blame my parents, damn\r\nI hate that my Mom expects me to respect my Dad and shit\r\nI wish I could tell that Muhhhfucker \"Suck a Bag of Dicks\"\r\n\r\nBut I guess good manners and a smile can go a long damn way\r\nI block out hate and negativity by all damn means\r\nI hate that pastors pray in tongues, bitch lemme hear what you're saying\r\nAnd people flocking to the churches, just to deal with the pain\r\n\r\nNow I'm not saying all the pastors and the cops are tryna rob us\r\nI'm not saying all the criminals and councilmen are lawless\r\nI'm not saying that I'm perfect, 'cause only my flows is flawless\r\nI'm just saying that we standing by and watching, we're unbothered\r\nBLAME YOURSELF\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nBut I blame myself-\r\nIt's my fault, I'm the problem\r\nI see all these issues\r\nI don't do nothing to solve 'em\r\n\r\nMaybe, I'm the problem\r\nMaybe I'm the monster\r\nAll this shit I'm seeing has been fucking up my conscience\r\n\r\nAnd I blame myself\r\nIt's my fault, I'm the problem\r\nI see all these issues\r\nI don't do nothing to solve 'em\r\n\r\nMaybe, I'm the problem\r\nMaybe I'm the monster\r\nAll this shit I'm seeing has been fucking up my conscience\r\n\r\n[Outro]\r\nI can't take the high road no more\r\nNo, no, no\r\nCan't take the high road no more\r\nNo, no, no\r\nGotta blame myself\r\nStill blame myself\r\nForever blame myself\r\n-ever blame myself\r\n\r\nI can't take the high road no more\r\nNo, no, no\r\nCan't take the high road no more\r\nNo, no, no\r\nStill blame myself\r\nStill blame myself, ahh\r\nForever blame myself, yeah\r\nYou ever blame yourself? 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