{"id":90627,"created_at":"2019-08-11 10:19:41","updated_at":"2021-04-10 12:27:37","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-08-11 10:19:41","original_id":null,"artist_id":51582,"title":"SAD","slug":"sad-5","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"LYRICS OF SAD\r\n\r\nVerse 1\r\n\r\nEveryday,i put my back against the wall\r\ni think about life, stresses, struggles, blackmails\r\neveryday i cry out loud, looking for help\r\nNo one is there\r\nLook at my pillow,so full of tears\r\ni am so numb,so full of pain\r\nlife is so full of challenges\r\ni've been so hurt , countless times\r\ni am a witness to all the struggles,to all the pains of love,( eyy)to all the thoughts of suicide.\r\n\r\nVerse 2 \r\n\r\n-\r\ni know that I'm sad,i know that I'm blessed\r\nBut i have a lot of goals to reach\r\nyou don't know, what is like , sleeping with hunger\r\n-\r\nif you relate we the same\r\n-\r\ni came along with the struggles,since i was born, me and bro .\r\nwe holded hands like we orphans, trying to be strong\r\n\r\nVerse 3\r\n\r\nFriends are real on the outside\r\nThey show you smile when it's beneficial\r\nTrusting lead to depression\r\n-\r\ni used to trust now I'm used to love\r\ni need the peace,i need the healing\r\ni need no pressure on my mind (eyy)\r\ni'm tired of love from the fake people,i need to ride with the new one's\r\nOr stay alone for a healthy life\r\nwhen i look at my mom\u00d72\r\nmy eyes just break to tears\r\n-\r\nHow can she suffer\u00d73\r\nwhile I'm still alive\r\nHow can she suffer\u00d73\r\nwhile I'm still alive\r\nEyy ,God,god please make a way\r\nGod please make a way\u00d72\r\neyy","download_count":113,"play_count":2,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-10","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5d4\/fcf\/966\/thumb_266631_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}