{"id":72506,"created_at":"2019-05-31 08:26:21","updated_at":"2021-04-19 11:25:44","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-05-31 08:26:21","original_id":null,"artist_id":44776,"title":"YAHWEH, I am a loser","slug":"yahweh-i-am-a-loser","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"(Chorus)\r\nYahweh, I am really trying so hard to be the best, but I fail, so can I give you my soul back, which I never got to own, or to fully understand \r\n\r\n(Verse 1)\r\nlight is sight, and light can't exist without darkness and darkness can't exist without light, but some of us are still stuck in the browser, searching for a meaning, I think we not responding, we need a reboot, with this little bit of energy, let me take you back right around 04 \r\nThe year I lost my soul, lost myself and I lost it all. \r\nLeft an empty space in a room, that I'm suppose to grow. \r\nIn and out I can feel your body getting cold,\r\nIn that bed you told to be strong, I'm just old, but you were wrong, you where only 43.I felt neglected \r\nNow I find light in darkness, I have been walking solo, waiting for you to come back, come back to the good life, were you held me on your shoulders, and gave me a sip of that beer, we used to get drunk together.. now I'm lost wondering if we really together.\r\n\r\n(Chorus)\r\nYahweh, I am really trying so hard to be the best, but I fail, so can I give you my soul back, which I never got to own, or to fully understand \r\n\r\n(Verse 2)\r\nmy memories of you are fading, it's not turning out how I thought, I need you and that woman you loved more than anything, a higher self deep within. I wish this reincarnation thing was really real, your daughter is doing well for herself, she got kids of her own you would love em to death ( mmhh how Ironic) , and your older son is doing well to, he left his savage life for a daughter to. Beautiful she looks like mom, a vivid picture..mmmhh I wonder if I'm gonna have one too, I'm busy jumping from woman to woman, tryna duck that commitment. I know you would be proud. My heart is still in Pieces, I'll figure it out, I'll give you a granddaughter too, I hope the lord forgives us, because we Made a lot of mistakes...","download_count":148,"play_count":12,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5cf\/0c8\/220\/thumb_221091_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}