{"id":71298,"created_at":"2019-05-24 18:42:10","updated_at":"2021-04-21 10:04:12","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-05-24 18:42:10","original_id":null,"artist_id":16956,"title":"Fears","slug":"fears-2","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"An I Don't This For The Fame I Hope You Understand\/\r\nWanna Create My Own Way So I Can Heal The Pain\/\r\nToo Much Pressure On My Head It's Drivin Me Insane\/\r\nI Don't Wanna Run Away I'm Tryna Find My Path\/\r\nTired Of Gettin Less When I Give My Best\/ \r\nSearching For Myself I Need A GPS\/\r\nI Hope You Doin Well I Been Living In Distress\/\r\nLord Can You Gimme Strength So I Can Fight My Fears\/\r\n\r\n\r\nEveryday I'm On My Knees I Pray For Love And Peace\/\r\nAn I Don't Care About The Beef I Only Want The Cheese\/\r\nLiving Life Like I'm Asleep I'm Chasin On My Dreams\/\r\nAnd Lately I Been Bout Me They Say I'm Naive\/\r\nLook It's Really Hard Live When You Ain't Complete\/\r\nYou Can't Build Something Real Without A Concrete\/\r\nThey Started Hate, I Don't Care I'm All About My Bag\/\r\nI Understand, They All Change When You Move Ahead\/\r\nEveryone Can Be The Best If Given A Second Chance\/\r\nThat's Why I Try Everything I Can To Make A Change\/\r\nI'm Still Broke I Been Lost Atleast I Have My Soul\/\r\nI Feel Woke I Need More Of What I Had Before\/\r\nI Give Hope That's The Only Thing I Breathe For\/\r\nSo When I'm Gone I Hope You Know I Did This To Restore\/\r\nIgnore My Wrongs I Ain't Strong But I Can Heal Though\/\r\nForgot The Storm I Been Cold I Pray I Build You More\/\r\n\r\nAn I Don't This For The Fame I Hope You Understand\/\r\nWanna Create My Own Way So I Can Heal The Pain\/\r\nToo Much Pressure On My Head It's Drivin Me Insane\/\r\nI Can Never Run Away I'm Tryna Fight My Fears\/\r\nTired Of Gettin Less When I Give My Best\/\r\nSearching For Myself I Need A GPS\/\r\nI Hope You Well I Been Distress\/\r\nLord Can Gimme Please Strength So I Can Fight My Fears\/\r\n\r\nEverything Is Not The Same, I Started Feelin Strange\/\r\nLife Is Hell And I Testify We Here To Burn\/\r\nDon't Know What's Next Cos We Always Hanging By The Edge\/\r\nWe Been Cursed An I Pray One Day We'll Break The Chains\/\r\nNevermind The Rest I'm Just Focused On Myself\/\r\nI Make Mistakes Who Are You To Judge The Way I Am\/\r\nNobody's Perfect Outchea We Tryna Make A Plan\/\r\nLife's A Game Where's The Token To Erase The Pain\/\r\nThat's Why I Flip The Page Right When There's Nothing Left\/\r\nI Wanna Make My Moma Proud While We Still Alive\/\r\nShe Held Me Down All The Time An Taught Me How To Love\/\r\nTryn Hard To Change A Life With All These Lines I Write\/\r\nWe All Broken, None Of Us Is Being Honest\/\r\nWe So Hopeless, Let's Face The Truth When It's Spoken\/\r\nSo Many Problems, It's Always Hard Being Open\/\r\nI See No Progress That's Why I Breathe For The Moment\/\r\n\r\nAn I Don't Do This For The Fame I Hope You Understand\/\r\nWanna Create My Own Way So I Can Heal The Pain\/\r\nI Don't Wanna Run Away I'm Tryna Fight My Fears\/\r\nToo Much Pressure On My Head It's Drivin Me Insane\/\r\nTired Of Gettin Less When I Give My Best\/\r\nSearching For Myself I Need A GPS\/\r\nI Hope You Doin Well I Been In Distress\/\r\nLord Can Gimme Strength So I Can Fight My Fears\/ X2","download_count":390,"play_count":48,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ce\/81e\/847\/thumb_217644_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}