{"id":65563,"created_at":"2019-04-17 10:18:35","updated_at":"2021-04-21 01:22:58","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-04-17 10:18:35","original_id":null,"artist_id":8170,"title":"SMA Cover (think)","slug":"sma-cover-think","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Verse 1 [LetshohlaJr]\r\nAt first\r\nI felt scared to try and write to this beat\r\nNasty set the bar so high I never think I would reach\r\nEverybody starts to discredit the bars that I speak\r\nLike I don't know what I be doing every time when I spit\r\nI'm gonna tell my message now, I'm gonna tell my story\r\nTrace said I should get the money, it's mandatory\r\nIts funny how they be second guessing when I was doing\r\nBut when Im getting up all this niggas be acting like they know me\r\n\r\nMy music send me away, I'd rather die for you\r\nCause everybody I see is fake, they finna lie to you\r\nThere's nothing that is beating in my chest, I gave my heart to you\r\nAnd everybody who be listening, you know I ride for you\r\nYou heard the dark tape, that was one of my saddest stories\r\nWhen I was writing that i was in hell, the world below me\r\nBut then you pulled me up, with all the grace that God has showed me\r\nThis is a letter to everybody who said they know me\r\n\r\nDo you know the pain Im feeling every night?\r\nDo you know Im sad when i be saying that Im alright?\r\nDo you know Im actually at my lowest point\r\nWhen I be posting up on twitter then you tend to think Im taking flight?\r\nDo you know the demons Im fighting they never rest\r\nIm in a constant fight, Im always tranna be the best\r\nThis people noticed that I got skill so they gotta pay respect up on my craft so Im never go settle for less\r\n\r\nMy music send me away, they broke my heart in two\r\nThey say \"Junior, you always got this weekend pain inside of you\"\r\n\"The dark tape is very sad dawg, whatever got to you?\"\r\n\"Im glad you got to tell your story man that shit was killing you\"\r\n\"Despite the pain and all the tears, everybody feeling you\"\r\n\"Its just a matter of time, and people gon be seeing you\"\r\nI always write about the pain and find a way to smile for you\r\nThis for my gemini, and all the time I think of you\r\n\r\nDont tell me I need a reason I wanna celebrate the roses\r\nI got the hottest bars but I turn out to be coldest\r\nIm always tranna be the best, this people never notice\r\nThis is only a cover song but Im acting like I own this\r\nI wanna give you something thats real, Im underrated\r\nTake a bottle to numb the pain, Im really feeling faded, shit\r\nIt just a matter of time, all i gotta do is marry bars and settle in rhyme\r\n\r\nIm a dead spirit, every night I battle demons\r\nI always cry myself to sleep and try and bury feelings\r\nYou know depression is real, that's whay you listening\r\nThis for all my sisters with the scars that keep on deepening\r\nThis for all the brothers who hide it ashamed to talk about it\r\nBut every single night its the struggle they tranna fight it\r\nI take those feelings put them on paper and tranna write it\r\nSo when you listening you not alone, I hope you got it\r\n\r\nMy music send me away, I really die inside\r\nI live inside the music so understand that music is where I hide\r\nI also live inside the music so music is where i hide\r\nIm not a humble person but i find a way to swallow pride\r\nI hope you can relate what Im writing is very true\r\nCause every single time I write a song I tend to think of you\r\nThe only way Im gonna make it here is when I talk to you\r\nI said it before, when you listening know I ride for you\r\n\r\nI sleep a lot better knowing my music changing lives\r\nWas thinking of quiting Im never thinking otherwise\r\nIm tired of being the darkness when I can also just be the light\r\nIm think ahead Im tranna plan my own demise\r\nMy music send me away, they broke my heart in too\r\nCause every single time when Im dying I tend to think of you\r\nYou always pulling me up dwag you always know just what to to\r\nThis for my gemini, and every time I think of you\r\n\r\nMy music send me away, I need the peace though\r\nThey say Im too G like a gucci sign I really deep bro\r\nIm tranna make it out the mud, Im tranna live my dream bro\r\nIm tired of living in regrets, Im tranna be a hero\r\nMohale o tsoha maroleng and the dust is what it is yoh!\r\nThey say the dust is what is it yoh\r\nIm tranna make it out the mud Im tranna live my dream bro\r\nIts just a matter of time\r\nAll I gotta do is marry bars and settle in rhyme\r\n\r\nOutro [LetshohlaJr]\r\nHaha, yeah bra. I always wanted to do som' like this one\r\nYou know, som you can just listen to and say\r\nYeah this guy is talking to me, he's really talking bout me\r\nAnd I rally hope i got to touch your heart and I really appreciate that you listening\r\nIm Junior!","download_count":408,"play_count":45,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5cb\/6e0\/dc7\/thumb_200936_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}