{"id":62374,"created_at":"2019-03-27 17:16:51","updated_at":"2021-04-18 02:17:25","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-03-27 17:16:51","original_id":null,"artist_id":20877,"title":"Hurting","slug":"hurting","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"*Intro*\r\nHey, I'm hurting\r\nNo more lie's\r\nYour host\r\n\r\n*Hook*\r\nI think is time I finally break silence no more lies\r\nThe world is always in the dark until you need those lights\r\nCan't lie I'm hurting but don't need no sympathy\r\nNo lie I'm hurting I just want your empathy \r\nI cannot entertain outrageous things in life\r\nMan the world is just complicated\r\nSoldiers on its borders\r\nI cannot entertain outrageous things in life\r\nMan my life is just complicated\r\nPressure on my shoulder\r\n\r\n*Verse 1*\r\nI've never been on the edge\r\nI feel scared and depressed that's what\r\nI ain't never trip but I swear I'm losing my balance on a route to a better life\r\nI'm trying to keep my pledge \r\nThat I'll do well by your side that's what\r\nBut I don't trust anyone, I bottle in things, too discrete, that's just who I am\r\nBut lately I been hurting\r\nLately I been feeling\r\nFeeling all the pains and the sorrow is now mutual \r\nLately I been dying \r\nLately I been trying\r\nTrying to do good and stay humble cause I have to\r\nBut its really hard to maintain this in me\r\nI'm a president but no one really needs me\r\nAll these girls around me they all fugazzi\r\nSee me with a smile that's also fugazzi\r\nThe girl in my heart, I got her thinking I don't love her\r\n'Cause I be fucking girls that claim I never fuck with\r\nBut if she only knew that I'm trying to cope now\r\nIt's not pride but this world is just unfair bitch!\r\n\r\n*Hook*\r\nI think is time I finally break silence no more lies\r\nThe world is always in the dark until you need those lights\r\nCan't lie I'm hurting but don't need no sympathy\r\nNo lie I'm hurting I just want your empathy \r\nI cannot entertain outrageous things in life\r\nMan the world is just complicated\r\nSoldiers on its borders\r\nI cannot entertain outrageous things in life\r\nMan my life is just complicated\r\nPressure on my shoulder\r\n\r\n*Verse 2*\r\nYaw maybe there's a reason behind this\r\nMaybe I should tell what's going on \r\nMaybe I should keep it real and let you critisize if you do then you just heartless\r\nMaybe I wasn't meant to be happy\r\nMaybe this is all just God's work\r\nMaybe this is how it's supposed to be I gotta be a man starting by stopping being stubborn \r\nI hate to see her cry\r\nShe yells \"why would you abandon me?\" \r\nHow could I, when you the one that raised me?\r\nThe site of your tears doesn't sit well in my stomach\r\nI stare when you sleep, so peaceful\r\nKnowing you dying just kills me\r\nThis is all too much I can't handle it\r\nLet's switch our bodies\r\nMaybe if it was me it would be better\r\nI wouldn't allow you to see me \r\nI put my whole life on a pen at least I know that it will never leave me.\r\n\r\n*Hook*\r\nI think is time I finally break silence no more lies\r\nThe world is always in the dark until you need those lights\r\nCan't lie I'm hurting but don't need no sympathy\r\nNo lie I'm hurting I just want your empathy \r\nI cannot entertain outrageous things in life\r\nMan the world is just complicated\r\nSoldiers on its borders\r\nI cannot entertain outrageous things in life\r\nMan my life is just complicated\r\nPressure on my shoulder\r\n\r\n*Outro*\r\nThis one is dedicated to my... \r\nBeloved grandma \r\nI love you grandma!","download_count":192,"play_count":4,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-18","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c9\/b93\/9f9\/thumb_191864_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}