{"id":57884,"created_at":"2019-02-21 19:50:35","updated_at":"2021-04-21 18:46:58","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-02-21 19:50:35","original_id":null,"artist_id":35201,"title":"Til Infinity","slug":"til-infinity","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":2963,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"My pen spillin' cause i got so much on my mind\r\nI try to fit it, into a rhyme \r\nI feel defeated, and wanna cry \r\nAll I see is blurred lines, cause I'm too focused on my dark side\r\nPardon me, i barely see the light\r\n\r\nMy situation a conundrum that got me losing site \r\nDon't know where I'm going so I'm slowly losing sight\r\nI pretend to be happy and satisfied but don't know what delight \r\nIs-please, keep the fame I just these - Kids to idolize my speech \r\nI speak it from the heart, It's on my sleeve just like a watch\r\nWhen It's time to RIGHT\/WRITE I let em' watch \r\n\r\nAin't talking 'bout cheese but deep down inside, I know I'm hungry with a lot of greed\r\nDon't know If this is what they'll like\r\nWell, at least see the passion when you look into my eyes\r\nI put my soul into a mic then tie my shoes into a knot, which only means I'm stuck \r\nI'll be here till the oceans dry \r\nI ain't know thinking, outside the box may have put myself into one, what a stupid paradox \r\n\r\nSometimes I sit, back and reflect on my life \r\nMistakes, losses and all my wins\r\nOnly to realize that it left me with no one to trust, and a pair of broken wings\r\nAll i got Is these flows but I'm still, stuck in the mud, enough to need a drill \r\n\r\n[Staying away from drugs, I know It's only for the thrill]\r\n\r\nSo it's me, against the world - this is war, got me feeling like Pac\r\nWhen the last time I looked In the mirror and genuinely smiled \r\nContinually I, have the bags down my eyes looking swollen up, I should get some Ice\r\nDouble entendre, maybe just some glitter would help me shine\r\nLife got me fallin' down like leaves when It's Autumn time\r\n\r\nCan't lift the pressure on my shoulders but then again, when they ask how I'm doing so far - I just say I'm fine\r\nRest in peace to all the fallen soldiers, I understand It's tough \r\nI push everyone away cause I feel like walls are just caving in and stuff\r\nI don't mean to be mean, but life ain't been that friendly to me - It's rough \r\nI fight time with my glock beside the ring, for long I've been suffering from Anxiety \r\nI can't let it win, Society I can't let you in, my head no matter how you see it - I'm a different breed \r\n\r\nBut it sucks, I ain't complaining I'm just saying I wish it would stop \r\nHow can you find peace beside the rain when It's looking like the sun will never dawn \r\nHow can you stay the same when you're growing torn, I rely on these songs \r\nSometimes I'm grateful, sometimes I'm ungrateful for what I got \r\nI know I should be thankful I'm still here with all I got\r\nAnd I should read the bible and pray to God - That he help me see myself out this maze that I've got \r\nMyself Into, I'm drowning praying for a drought\r\nI question everything that I've got, do you love me or do you love me not \r\nPromises are just as broken as the clocks SZA was singin' 'bout \r\n\r\nSo don't bother answering cause I just want you to show It \r\nI don't want you to look at me with a different eye, I just want you to know it \r\n\r\nOutro : \r\n\r\n.....","download_count":151,"play_count":4,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c6\/ee4\/d4a\/thumb_178474_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}