{"id":53694,"created_at":"2019-01-29 09:17:32","updated_at":"2021-04-17 13:00:39","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-01-29 09:17:32","original_id":null,"artist_id":32994,"title":"So Conflicted","slug":"so-conflicted-2","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Da SPHEcialist - So Conflicted Lyrics\r\n\r\nIntro:\r\n\r\nI've been making less time for the homies\r\nHanging out with niggas who don't even know me\r\nI've been tryna get caught up in the moment\r\nBeen Hustling tryna get noticed\r\nBut now now, that I'm growing \r\nMama said its time now you get focused\r\nCoz now now, eyi eyi eyi\r\n\r\nVerse 1:\r\n\r\nI've been living in my own nutshell\r\nI pray I got to heaven, but nah, it might be hell\r\nTalk about giving up, I wasn't born for it\r\nCoz failure is the word I can't spell\r\nI'm living out all of my dreams in my sleep\r\nAnd when I'm awake, it is worse, I can't think\r\nTryna be like a storm and reign supreme\r\nBut nah I'm the 20 year old version of a kid\r\nCold shoulders what I get these days\r\nIt is cool,and very few fuck with SPHE\r\nI know I've been chasing after better days\r\nBut I got the game on lock, just like my dreads\r\nSimple yet so hard, I know that it is painful\r\nMama gave me life, she knows that I am grateful \r\nTryna take it away, I doubt I'll be able\r\nZoocci Coke Dope said we must stop doing favours\r\nYeah I been working, I know, I've been patient\r\nPut me in the game I will show you what is greatness\r\nI don't know what a silver spoon and silver plate is\r\nYour favourite rapper is sounding very basic\r\nThere he go catching feelings \r\nTelling us he made a million\r\nI stay praying for the children\r\nI'm a hard working civilian\r\n\r\nChorus:\r\n\r\nI've been making less time for the homies\r\nHanging out with niggas who don't even know me\r\nI've been tryna get caught up in the moment\r\nBeen Hustling tryna get noticed\r\nBut now now that I'm growing\r\nMama said its time now you get focused\r\nCoz now now I'm getting colder\r\nAnd my heart is wasy too broken\r\nI've been so Conflicted with these bad decisions\r\nI been so Conflicted with these bad decisions\r\nI've been so Conflicted with these bad mistresses\r\nI been so Conflicted with these bad mistresses \r\nI've been, so conflicted, so conflicted\r\nI've been, so Conflicted, so conflcted","download_count":137,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-17","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c4\/ffd\/b92\/thumb_166191_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}