{"id":52537,"created_at":"2019-01-20 17:32:17","updated_at":"2021-04-20 05:47:09","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-01-20 17:32:17","original_id":null,"artist_id":9546,"title":"I've Loved an' I've Lost","slug":"ive-loved-an-ive-lost","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Verse 1]\r\nRepeatedly heartbroken\r\nBut I still seek love\r\nCause a collision between our souls\r\nTo share our pain, hope it's enough\r\nYa wanna wait\r\nAn' I'm cool wit' that\r\nLife is a test\r\nIf love is taught, mind me bein' ya student\r\nConversations wit' ya\r\nMakes my existence less in the unhappiness\r\nYa more than a friend to me\r\nWe should be pronounced wife & husband\r\nGuess I put ring in it wit' words\r\nActions later, I'll settle for that\r\nI don't really need our relationship to be labeled\r\nYa up for that\r\n'cause I don't wanna be Romeo\r\nI wanna our shit to be unique\r\nNo longer in it for the world\r\nI've realized in my passed relationships\r\nI been focused on what the critics are\r\nAn' tryna fix the negativity\r\nInstead of findin' out how my boo really is\r\nSo let's focus more on each other\r\nThan on which couples is doin' what\r\nWe can set our goals\r\nRather than googlin' 'em, it would suck\r\nSince uniqueness is part of our personalities\r\nShare honest thoughts\r\nTo how we feel individually, hey\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nI've loved an' I've lost\r\nLove these days come wit' the cost\r\nBut ya the reason I'm lost\r\nDriven by fantasy of ya an' me\r\nOn top of the world\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\nYa name translate to star\r\nIt suits ya right\r\nCompared to how bright ya are\r\nI know we don't come that far\r\nTo put up a judgment to who ya are\r\nBut listen to how deep my bars are\r\nTryna steal ya heart\r\nFor me to be the person ya cuff\r\nA thunderstorm is just a bit\r\nTo the tears I drop for ya\r\nSeein' ya wit' another nigga\r\nFillin' up the position\r\nWhere I pictured me fittin' in those shoes\r\nI refuse to see somebody else\r\nDoin' whatever I'd for ya\r\nMy actions are clear\r\nGoin' through Hell\r\nTryna find happiness for ya\r\nI'm here available\r\nIf ya need somebody you'd call bae\r\nIt's easy to tell\r\nFrom any angle, ya smile blooms the way\r\nFree the love\r\nThat been locked in ya heart\r\nDue to the insecurities\r\nThat fucked ya up\r\nSo ya end up not really havin' someone to trust\r\nI plead that ya give me a chance\r\nThis is me pushin' my luck\r\nThough I'm broken by Commitments\r\nIt's not easy bein' loyal to a person\r\nWho don't show care\r\nWe aren't that different, trust me\r\nTryna fill the void of bein' single\r\nBut I fell for ya instead\r\n\r\n[Verse 3]\r\nI pretend as stranger to the love brought up\r\nIn this generation\r\nKinda used to it\r\nAn' Runnin' for fact that\r\nI ain't wanna be part of it\r\nBut I'm only 2 years ahead\r\nOf the breed of heartbreaks\r\nAn' they growin' fast\r\nWit' lifestyles based on trends, hey\r\nI'm close to the point\r\nWhere I only believe in sex\r\nCan't help but feel it's the only element left\r\nTo built a relationship that stands\r\nAny fall it comes across\r\nThese days we got broken families\r\nWho were strangers 'til the condom popped\r\nAnyway, back to ya\r\nPropose wit' the same ring\r\nI pulled outta the grenade\r\nJust so their opinion blow in their face\r\nTellin' me I ain't never gone find commitment\r\n'less I'm a Playa\r\nI look at ya walkin' in Jesus shoes\r\nSoul Savior\r\nSurely one day I'll be happy to see ya\r\nLive a double life\r\nAn' by that I mean the day\r\nYa womb is filled wit' our child\r\nThat's how deep I feel we can go\r\nWife ya up, but promise me\r\nYou'll fuck me better\r\nThan what is expected of a hoe","download_count":191,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c4\/494\/57e\/thumb_162838_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}