{"id":50875,"created_at":"2019-01-06 17:27:42","updated_at":"2021-04-21 23:15:42","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-01-06 17:27:42","original_id":null,"artist_id":12457,"title":"NEMESIS","slug":"nemesis","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Nemesis \r\n\r\n(Verse1)\r\nAll I gat is love \r\nDon't need No more problems \r\nMines bout enough \r\nIn the streets you better know what's around here \r\nLate night outside so we in the dark I've been \r\nDisappointed to the last told my self no more begging \r\nOrder and a rope what I'm given oh life \r\nWhat's the use of living when I'm seen a low life \r\nNiggers on the block no 6 no dice no water no ice \r\nPain in my eyes smile in disci I'm a fool in their eyes \r\nUsing patience and my love as a knife \r\nShe won't stop stepping so I'm dub I'm alive stepped me in the spine I gat up guess I try \r\nOver the phone tell me that shit right in my eyes\r\nWhy you never there why you never care why I never told and why you never spared why I'm never scared why you never sad \r\nI realized the only all the good time bad \r\nAll my heroes ran ain't nobody came back had to fight on my own so I told them no sweat \r\nIf they never related my chest my bad \r\nI find so many words that my minds gone blank \r\nDamn pinning on a lady he no man \r\nGat a kids mind why he won't understand \r\nGat a kids eye why he won't see the man \r\nGadda kill mines coz he won't be a fan \r\nNever had friends and never had a fam\r\nNever had this never had a dad\r\nI'm so fucken lucky that I had a grand dad\r\nAnd I mean it he gave me a heaven full of meaning \r\n\r\n(Hook)\r\nDon't matter all your pain \r\nDon't matter all your stress \r\nJust keep living life \r\nIt goes on and on it goes on and on \r\n\r\n(Verse)\r\nI spend all my time in the streets \r\nDon't wanna be home in shack \r\nI spent too much time in a shack \r\nMan all of these women are fake \r\nThey gonna break you, they gonna hurt you\r\nThey gonna leave you a mess\r\n\r\nI gadda deal with my self\r\nGat too much doubt in my self \r\nI blame all this ish on my self \r\nI gadda make it, I gadda do it\r\nI gadda fight all the mess\r\nSome people ain't giving a damn\r\nYou swim all alone in this dam \r\nBut they want the bread when you win\r\nI'm gonna make it, I'm gonna get it \r\nMan \r\n\r\nI struggle I'm fighting alone \r\nI'm grinding please\/bitch leave me alone\r\nI'm smiling I'm hiding the pain \r\nWhy am I alone, when this world is big \r\n\r\nI love you I show you the deal \r\nYou love me you said that you do \r\nYou lied now you cheat on your words \r\nYour love was fake, how do I believe when another comes...","download_count":241,"play_count":20,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c3\/21d\/eaa\/thumb_157970_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}