{"id":48343,"created_at":"2018-12-14 23:01:59","updated_at":"2021-04-23 11:47:16","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-12-14 23:01:59","original_id":null,"artist_id":922,"title":"Rejection , Pain , Pointless Existence","slug":"rejection-pain-pointless-existence","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"1st verse \r\nWhat can I do ?\r\nI've tried it all \r\nClimb every mountain but I just fall \r\nI gave you everything that I had\r\nThought you'd make me happy but I'm just sad \r\nWell guess there's a lesson to learn\r\nI might just get rejected even \r\nOut of turn \r\nMAYBE the mistake came from me \r\nIn seeing something in us that we would never be \r\n\r\nPre-Chorus \r\n\r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nPointless Existence \r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nPointless Existence \r\nRejection \r\nPain \r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nPointless Existence \r\n\r\nChorus\r\n\r\nWhy am I here ?\r\nWhat is my purpose ? \r\nAll my pain , is it worth it \r\nWhy am I here ?\r\nWhat is my purpose ? \r\nAll my pain , is it worth it \r\nWhy am I here ?\r\nWhat is my purpose ? \r\nAll my pain , is it worth it \r\n\r\n\r\n2nd verse \r\nSee I've tried to believe \r\nBut I'm not the man like coach Steve \r\nOh how I've tried , watched my peace die\r\nAll the hope I had in a being there he lies \r\nI've told myself there's a reason \r\nWhy my show didn't get cancelled at first season \r\nDo you take pleasure from the fight with my demons HUH!?\r\nI feel sick like I'm inflicted with this pain \r\nIf you had to read my mind you would have gone insane \r\nMAYBE I am maybe I'm not \r\nBut sometimes I feel alone like I'm all I've got \r\n\r\nPre-Chorus \r\n\r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nPointless Existence \r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nPointless Existence \r\nRejection \r\nPain \r\nRejection \r\nPain\r\nPointless Existence \r\n\r\nChorus\r\n\r\nWhy am I here ?\r\nWhat is my purpose ? \r\nAll my pain , is it worth it \r\nWhy am I here ?\r\nWhat is my purpose ? \r\nAll my pain , is it worth it \r\nWhy am I here ?\r\nWhat is my purpose ? \r\nAll my pain , is it worth it","download_count":178,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5c1\/418\/9c5\/thumb_150992_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}