{"id":45855,"created_at":"2018-11-29 11:38:00","updated_at":"2021-04-21 13:49:51","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-11-29 11:38:00","original_id":null,"artist_id":29447,"title":"#MXM (Her Thoughts)","slug":"mxm-her-thoughts","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":2471,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"verse 1\r\n\r\nme don't like fornication , me don't like bad religion\/\r\nme am a loyal subject you wasn't a bad decision\/\r\nyou and your family blessed i was when we were a team\/ \r\nthen you went to college no scholarship to support your fees\/ \r\nhaving financial crisis and Christ is your only hope\/\r\nbut why would you lie to me and tell me that you'd come home\/\r\nnow i feel like a bad person ,i stayed in dimmed lights i didn't wanna hurt you\r\nso i got lonely i needed someone to hold me \/\r\nis cold outside and the only person i know is ,you\/\r\nbut you were distant and that instant i needed you touch\/\r\nmy patience is drippin in blood i need assistance.\r\nand your lil sister, thinks we still kicking it\/\r\ni cant keep up with this sh*t ,i hear but am not listening\/\r\nthe reason is i don't deserve you\/\r\n now you got a new girl friend and it hurts too ,i love you\/\r\n\r\nchorus \r\n\r\nyou cant deny my wish\/ you said you'd die without me\/\r\nyou'd take in more than i'd give\/you faked it all your heartless\/\r\n(Now you blame it all on distance X4)\r\n\r\nVerse 2\r\n\r\nMe don't like going places , me don't like reminiscing\/\r\nabout my ex's i threw your past without you permission\/\r\nbut its impossible a part of you is an oracle \/\r\ndoctors knew i was sick and i watched your pics i felt horrible\/\r\nunsolvable depression ,i cant get you a second \/ \r\nto blackout of my memories without asking you questions like\/\r\nDo you want me back? how did i do you in bed? \/\r\nhow can repay you ,back for the things i inflicted then?\/\r\nyou told me that you love me ,NO, you told me everything was fine\/\r\nyou told me that you want me back and i bet that is a f****n lie\/\r\ndisplayed pictures on statuses telling me straight to stay back\/\r\ni still got you T-Shirt and am sure you wouldn't wanna take that\/\r\ncause that's the only piece of you i got\/\r\n cause that's the only piece that remind me of peace and you a lot \/\r\nyou were very playful is painful how we departed \/\r\ni pray you get whatever you wanted and make it in college\/\r\n\r\nchorus\r\n\r\nyou cant deny my wish\/ you said you'd die without me\/\r\nyou'd take in more than i'd give\/you faked it all your heartless\/\r\n(Now you blame it all on distance X4)","download_count":107,"play_count":7,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5bf\/fb3\/6db\/thumb_143809_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}