{"id":42487,"created_at":"2018-11-05 21:22:27","updated_at":"2021-04-20 00:29:01","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-11-05 21:22:27","original_id":null,"artist_id":27714,"title":"Give Thanks","slug":"give-thanks","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"{Bridge}\r\nThe day they said you're gone\r\nI kept on wishing they were wrong\r\nIt was 8.A.M when I got that fucking call\r\nWhen your funeral came, a nigga could barely hold on\r\nTears on everybody's faces especially your mom\r\nSince your passing, I feel like I no longer belong\r\nI miss you on a daily basis\r\nMy nigga so long\r\nPut you close to my heart, had to say it on a song\r\nAnother fucking soldier that I motherfucking lost\r\n\r\n[Verse]\r\nI'm in tears\r\nAs I'm writing this song\r\n& I'll forever hold on\r\nTo all our memories\r\nYou're gone but you're name lives on for centuries\r\nYour death hit me hard\r\nIt fucking crippled me\r\nIt broke my fragile heart to a point I thought it stopped beating\r\nI fail to understand how this screwed up world works\r\n'Cause honestly speaking nobody trully knows their fucking worth\r\nIncluding myself so I'm numbing my pain with this purp\r\nThinking 'bout my late homie that suddenly left me on this earth\r\nImagine how I felt when he sunk 6ft in the dirt\r\nPeople keep saying that maybe he had fulfilled his fucking purpose\r\nBut he was way to fucking young & he didn't deserve it\r\nAll the moments we shared, I'll forever cherish & nature it\r\nThe mark you left of me is kinda like a student's favourite lecturer\r\n& when I first heard that you passed\r\nIt was so fucking hard to grasp\r\n'Cause the year before, you were involved in another car crash\r\n& you made it through with just a coupla cuts from broken glass\r\nBut then a year didn't pass\r\nThen the reeper took you at last\r\nIn my life, you left a huge impression on\r\nTaught me to accept my imperfections hom'\r\nRemember chilling with you & your girl at magic lawn\r\nYou'd dash me up some Ivy & we would just stay there 'til dawn\r\nHow could God take you so soon?\r\nHe fucked us over like porn\r\n& the driver that hit you had his whole family in the car\r\nYet you lost your life & they're still out there living at large\r\nThis shit got me gassed up like a fucking garage\r\nI often get lost in my thoughts\r\nSee, I just wanna see Bongs\r\nIt's been way too fucking long\r\nMonths later, I still can't believe that you're gone\r\nI wish heaven had a phone so I could give you a call\r\nEvery single one of the your hommies are still fucking distraught\r\n& I despise the phrase that nothing's promised but grave\r\nI wish it wasn't that way\r\n'Cause every single day someone out there passes away\r\n& then we're left with an incurable pain\r\nBut we were meant to be brave\r\nSo when in public, we smile as if we okay\r\n& I'm acquainted with this pain\r\nBut it still got me holding a grudge\r\nFor the nigga that killed my bruv\r\nFilled with anger & hate 'cause he won't stand in front of a judge\r\nChanda said she tried waking you up but you wouldn't budge\r\nParamedics taking forever as you chocked on your blood\r\nI really wish you got her pregnant so we all could feel your presenced\r\nBut rest in peace hommie\r\nWe love you forever","download_count":311,"play_count":11,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5be\/097\/0b1\/thumb_134074_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}