{"id":40091,"created_at":"2018-10-20 16:59:00","updated_at":"2021-04-12 22:07:58","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-10-20 16:59:00","original_id":null,"artist_id":12282,"title":"De-Press-Ion","slug":"de-press-ion","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"I HATE THIS FEELING THAT I FEEL INSIDE\/\/IT GOT ME FEELING LIKE A DEMON TOOK AWAY MY SMILE\/\/IM ALWAYS STRESSED AND UNHAPPY ALMOST ALL THE TIME\/\/IT GOT ME FEELING LIKE I REALLY DONT DERSERVE THIS LIFE\/\/<br>\r\nTHATS WHY I WISH I COULD TAKE IT\/\/MAYBE KILLLIN MYSELF WOULD END THIS FRUSTRATION\/\/COS IM ALWAYS PONDERING\/\/ON THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS THAT MY MIND BE OFFERING\/\/SOMEBODY TAKE MY OXYGEN\/\/<br>\r\nCOS I DONT WANNA BREATH NO MORE\/\/TELL GOD THAT I DONT WANNA LIVE NO MORE\/\/COS I BEEN FEELING EMPTY, SO LORD COME AND TAKE ME, COS HEAVEN IS THE ONLY PLACE THAT SEEMS LIKE HOME\/\/<br>\r\nGOD, IVE NEVER FELT SO SAD\/\/I KNOW YOU MUST BE THINKING THAT MAYBE IM POSSESSED\/\/WELL MAYBE I AM OR MAYBE IM UPSET\/\/LIKE WHY IS ERRONE HAVING HAPPINESS I&apos;VE NEVER HAD\/\/<br>\r\n<br>\r\nMY HEART IS REALLY BROKEN AND NOBODY CAN FIX IT\/\/MY SOUL IS TORN, IT HAS TOO MANY STICHES\/\/bv<br>\r\n<br>\r\nWAS I BORN WITH THIS BAD LUCK\/\/WHY AM I THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS NEVER FELT LOVE\/\/WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THE ONLY ONE WITH A SAD LIFE\/\/MY LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE, CANT CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT\/\/<br>\r\nEVER SINCE I WAS THIRTEEN\/\/I&apos;VE BEEN HAVING THESE WEIRD DREAMS\/\/OF ME TAKING MY LIFE LIKE A SAD TEEN\/\/OR MAYBE SELLING MY SOUL LIKE A MAD SHEEP\/\/<br>\r\nBUT I HAVEN&apos;T DONE THAT YET\/\/AND EVERYONE AROUND ME SAYS IM STRONGER THAN THAT\/\/BUT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, NO LIE ABOUT THAT\/\/AND I FEEL LIKE NO ONE GETS ME ISNT IT QUITE SAD\/\/<br>\r\nMY FAMILY DOESN&apos;T EVEN KNOW THIS\/\/MY MOM DOESN&apos;T EVEN NOTICE\/\/THAT I BEEN DYING OUT WITH THE PAIN, AND I TAKE AWAY THIS PAIN BY KEEPING ALL THESE JOINTS LIT\/\/<br>\r\nSADLY, NO ONE EVEN KNOWS THAT\/\/COS EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME THINKS IM SO GLAD\/\/COS OF THIS SMILE THAT IM FAKING\/\/NOBODY KNOWS THAT MY HEART IS ACHING\/\/<br>\r\n<br>\r\nMY SOUL IS TORN, IT HAS TOO MANY STICHES\/\/COS I ONLY GOT FAKE LOVE FROM THESE BITCHES\/\/<br>\r\n<br>\r\nEVERYONE IS FAKE, NOBODY GOT REAL LOVE\/\/EVERYONE IS IN PAIN THATS WHY THEY SNIFF DRUGS<br>\r\n<br>\r\nDEPRESSION","download_count":246,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-12","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5bc\/b41\/47b\/thumb_127361_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}