{"id":39634,"created_at":"2018-10-18 12:29:17","updated_at":"2021-04-22 15:28:58","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-10-18 12:29:17","original_id":null,"artist_id":8945,"title":"Yaysus If I Die Prod by Luck","slug":"yaysus-if-i-die-prod-by-luck","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"(Intro -Voice Note from dear friend)\r\n\r\n(Hook)\r\nIf I die would you remember me\r\nIf I die would I be a memory\r\nI'm just really tryna understand how you would really feel when I'm away from you... (X2)\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n(Verse 1 )\r\nAll these memories keep coming back like D\u00e9j\u00e0 vu \r\nI'm waking up to different nightmares\r\nTryna find a clue\r\nTo all this damn insanity that facing lately \r\nI turn to the lord and hope that he can only save me\r\nBut I know this shit sounds kinda crazy but I've been going through a whole lotta different phases\r\nRealising that my vanity been breaching through my sanity it's really kinda hard to find my inner peace\r\nLord can you hear me when I pray\r\nI kindly hope you never lead my soul astray\r\nCoz I've been fighting demons tryna heal my pain\r\nBut lately thoughts of death got me feeling so astranged to the people that I really love and all the people that I truly trust\r\nI pray that each and everyday I never loose touch with all those around me and all those who remain a part of me\r\n\r\n\r\n(Hook)\r\nIf I die would you remember me\r\nIf I die would I be a memory\r\nI'm just really tryna understand how you would really feel when I'm away from you... (X2)\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n(Verse 2)\r\nAnd yes I know that things change\r\nBut all my patience got me stuck up to my old ways huh.\r\nAnd yes I know life's a dam maze but everytime I take a wrong turn I pray by god's grace that I \r\nnever change for the worst coz I done seen a lotta blessings turn into a curse\r\nAnd I done send a lotta people pull up in a hearse\r\nI'm really tryna understand this life a death situation that I be caught between\r\nBroken dreams like cracked splines\r\nSo much pain I drown in morphine\r\nTryna fight off all my enemies.\r\nSipping Hennessy \r\nAs remedy to fight of all my inner demons \r\nTryna conquer me \r\nWhile I'm just tryna imagine my whole life on tele v \r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better \r\nAnd even though life's a puzzle I'm just tryna find the missing pieces \r\n\r\nOhhhh lord thank you Jesus\r\nI know I've been a genius ever since mamas featus \r\nI know that all my old friends pray the world defeat us\r\nI guess it is what it is\r\nWhen u count your doubts and profits\r\nMinus all the losses \r\nAnd check at the end the day what you truly left with \r\nA chip on your shoulder \r\nOr all those fucken broken promises they told you one day will never really amount to nothing\r\nAnd I understand that things change never stay the same\r\nI'm grinding but I never switch lanes \r\nLately all I do is write off all my pain \r\nAll my doubts of life and what is there to gain\r\nGot me feeling different and looking all insane\r\nLooking into the mirror as though things change \r\nBut if I do would u remember me\r\n\r\n(Hook)\r\nIf I die would you remember me\r\nIf I die would I be a memory\r\nI'm just really tryna understand how you would really feel when I'm away from you... (X2)\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n(Outro)\r\nAnd yes I know that things change\r\nBut all my patience got me stuck up to my old ways huh.\r\nAnd yes I know life's a dam maze but everytime I take a wrong turn I pray by god's grace that I \r\nnever change for the worst coz I done seen a lotta blessings turn into a curse\r\nAnd I done send a lotta people pull up in a hearse\r\nI'm really tryna understand this life a death situation that I be caught between\r\nBroken dreams like cracked splines\r\nSo much pain I drown in morphine\r\nTryna fight off all my enemies.\r\nSipping Hennessy \r\nAs remedy to fight of all my inner demons \r\nTryna conquer me \r\nWhile I'm just tryna imagine my whole life on tele v \r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better me\r\nAnd even though life's a puzzle I'm just tryna find the missing pieces \r\n\r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better me\r\nAnd even though life's a puzzle I'm just tryna find the missing pieces \r\n\r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better me (X2)\r\n\r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better me\r\nAnd even though life's a puzzle I'm just tryna find the missing pieces \r\n\r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better me (X3)\r\n\r\n\r\nWe all live to die but I'm just tryna find the better me\r\nAnd even though life's a puzzle I'm just tryna find the missing pieces\r\n\r\n\r\nYaysus - If I Die. Prob by Luck","download_count":210,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5bc\/85f\/72c\/thumb_126177_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}