{"id":35741,"created_at":"2018-09-21 19:08:13","updated_at":"2021-04-23 10:37:11","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-09-21 19:08:13","original_id":null,"artist_id":24328,"title":"Can't Fathom","slug":"cant-fathom","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"What's it like living life like me?\r\nbroke and shattered hopeful bastard tryna capture life as it seems?\r\nWhat's it like havin a mind like mine?\r\nAnalysing macrocosms seeing a picture not so Devine?\r\n\r\nCoz I'm the kind that's over-kind,over caring and protective disrespected\r\n\r\nConstantly in love with fakes the toll it takes is solely based on misconception\r\n\r\nTried to fight and try to hide that I'm divine I died inside then resurrected\r\nA feeling that's inside,and its feeling I cant hide\r\n\r\nCan't fathom\r\nWhat I'm really talkin bout \r\n\r\nYou can't fathom..me\r\n\r\n\r\nSee I been the typa being to sit with Gods and queens so blesser talk ain't shit to me I mean Half the time I pass the time with half a rhyme and half are mine the other half is God's,sounds odd but I'm a god I'm old as God,predate the Gods and wrote this in your blog,you cant fathom me,you cant fathom\r\n\r\nSee I been the typa being to sit with God's and queens so blesser talk ain't shit to me\r\n\r\nI've mastered all the arts of healing tainted hearts I wish someone believed in me\r\n\r\nThey say they wanna stay until its all ok then they betray so eagerly\r\n\r\nThey say they gonna stay but all I am today is shelter from the rainy day\r\n\r\nThe pain will reign for years and I've succumbed\r\nTo think that I forgive is really dumb\r\nIt's sad that I forgive I'm really dumb\r\nBut smart enough to know that karma comes\r\nThe moment after all the dramas done\r\nI'm sad it's not as fast as cupid comes\r\nAnd all his arrows are diluted ones\r\nI walk the earth without the chosen ones\r\n\r\nI'm a sailing who daily roams the earth in search for purpose in the city life\r\nI met this girl who was my dream but now it seems she's lost up in the city lights\r\n\r\nEmpty bottles,empty promises\r\nBroken bottles, broken hearts again\r\nTryna find a new accomplice then\r\nReincarnated and do it all again\r\n\r\n\r\nNow I cruise and slowly lose control,the pain subsides but never really long \r\nYeah its mind over matter but with matters of the heart there's not a atom that can fathom every detrimental part uh","download_count":625,"play_count":30,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":3,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ba\/525\/647\/thumb_114789_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}