{"id":34520,"created_at":"2018-09-12 16:14:35","updated_at":"2021-04-17 16:26:20","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-09-12 16:14:35","original_id":null,"artist_id":23880,"title":"1. This is Who I am","slug":"1-this-is-who-i-am","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":1297,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Intro\r\nVoices in my head, Its Crazy.\r\n\r\nVerse 1 (JuGoMash)\r\nIts quite funny when you my age, doing everything that am doing\r\nYoung Genius brains look at Everything that am doing\r\nBeen around for quite sometime but it's only the beginning\r\nYou'd be Freezing like am Medusa but it's nothing of that nature\r\n17 years later, skill has been natured\r\nIt's never about the age, there pretty old ammatures\r\nlost in a world of cloud nine and paranoia\r\nHe blends with the dirt, like He's one of the predators\r\nExpectations too high, I feel trapped in the normal\r\nHell yea am rebellious, I have my own morals\r\nBout 2008 that's where it all began,\r\nThat's where I opened my eyes to reality so I could mind the gap\r\nTwo years later, Christmas turned black \r\nDaddy gave his last breath and left this earth\r\nTwo more years later shit got real\r\nMummy took the second exit also off this earth\r\nBut Lil sister still too young, She's just 4 years old\r\nAnd a lot of things she don't know man a lot's untold\r\nHad to do a lot of growing up and do it fast\r\nPut the pain with Hitler, Marcus Garvey it's all in the past\r\n\r\nHustle ma way to the top just to show that am blessed\r\nFour years later tryna be Einstein and build a Nagasakhi\r\nThings are not too bad, They coming Just how I like it\r\nAnd a year later man ab=m bout to move these mountains\r\nMake ma Granny Proud of me while taking in fountains\r\nGot engaged with wrong crews I thought they were models But they\r\nCaused a lot of Drama and it never gets better but then\r\nAm a Jay 47 that's a way of life\r\nAm tryna be positive keep ma eye up on the price\r\nStill seeking for peace just to get rid of ma pride\r\nAnd this little light of mine man I swear am gonna lets it shine\r\n(Let it shine, Gaddamit)\r\nCall my enemies for in this table we will dine\r\nI pray for better days, till we get paper till we fine\r\nI pray my deeds don't follow me, when I die\r\ncause in this thing we call life\r\nI only love the most High Go!\r\n\r\nChorus (Blaq Zaadiii)\r\nVoices in ma head\r\nMummy talking to me from the Grave\r\nDaddy telling me that am Great\r\nI can see them smile when it hurts\r\nVoices in ma head\r\nMummy talking to me from the Grave\r\nDaddy telling me that am Great\r\nI can see them smile when it hurts\r\n(Voices in ma in ma in ma head x2)\r\n\r\nVerse 2 (JuGoMash)\r\nI've been under a lot of pressure lately fighting it alone\r\nAfter mummy died, Granny turned a house into a home\r\nUncle said He's gown' be with the nigga till he really old\r\nBut maybe love is gone, cause it looks like he forgot the nigga\r\nSister's growing up\r\nshe told me yow Nik' you know I need you right\r\nFinish school get a degree you told Mama you'd make it right\r\nYea I know I said I would but things have changed\r\nThe world is moving too fast I guess I gadda switch\r\n\r\nChorus (Blaq Zaadiii)\r\nVoices in ma head\r\nMummy talking to me from the Grave\r\nDaddy telling me that am Great\r\nI can see them smile when it hurts\r\nVoices in ma head\r\nMummy talking to me from the Grave\r\nDaddy telling me that am Great\r\nI can see them smile when it hurts\r\n(Voices in ma in ma in ma head x2)","download_count":202,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-17","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5b9\/916\/f0c\/thumb_111090_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}