{"id":323674,"created_at":"2025-06-28 00:30:09","updated_at":"2025-07-02 04:25:36","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2025-06-28 00:30:09","original_id":null,"artist_id":151818,"title":"I Lied","slug":"i-lied-6","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Sorry! \r\nThe name is Mr. GeE, can I have your attention for a minute?\r\nHave you ever felt like you playin' victim when expressing one's feelings, but you really really hurting? \r\nAnd your eyes are always tryin' to look at the brighter side\r\nHowever, you are haunted by the darker side\r\nAs a kid I was always told I was never good enough at anything! \r\nWhy can't I just be like other kids, you'd swear we the same thing. \r\nDisapproval from my peers, like I wasn't the cool one, man I was no one's.. favourite. \r\nStarted isolating myself often, coz I couldn't take the pain that came with what they uttering. To my surprise\r\nI came to apprehension that shit manifested as a personality trait, and this personality trait it's something that is truly .X2 ugly. \r\nFor the reason that even as a young adult, it's impediment to connect with others, or convey whatever it is without evoking emotions of timidity. \r\nIntroverted as I am, I believe I have to put atleast piece of me out there to the mass, I mean to the damn society. \r\nTo tell it as it is, I gained a hella of knowledge by myself but, the real growth comes from being in contact with the community that I... Find hard to affiliate with...\r\nThere's less to nothing I can do, but I wonder will I ever be mature enough to raise and nurture my daughter without letting my.. in-securities impose,\r\n\r\n (Hook) \r\nI lied when I said I'm doing fine, I'm dying inside\r\nI lied when I said I'm made of steel, I'm breaking down\r\nIt's Whatever I do they criticise it, I wonder why\r\n\r\n(Verse 2)\r\nI'm on some introspection like what kind of person that I am, and get lost in the moment, I guess these kind of Qs are the one you get their answers by livin' not by thinking\r\nI am good person to everybody, that's how know when you hatin' your hate is made out of da plastic, take your plastic I am not helping you to carry anything. \r\nYou keep on picking blunders from my past, is like you fishing for my carrion, well I'll let you, while I'm carrying on with my life, it will be like I'm doing magic with it when you try to bring me down something like I'm Harry Potter\r\nDancing with the devil's daughter unwillingly, \r\nWhile the angels watching me\r\nI pray to God that he let them intervene. \r\nDon't get me wrong this life is beautiful, but it can turn you into a patient that no doctor is comin' to their rescuing. \r\nAt least I got a freedom, man not inside a prison cell, that's when my mind laughed at me, and proceeded to give my heart a life sentence. \r\n\r\n(Hook) \r\nI lied when I said I'm doing fine, I'm dying inside\r\nI lied when I said I'm made of steel, I'm breaking down\r\nIt's Whatever I do they criticise it, I wonder why","download_count":7,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-07-02","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/685\/f1a\/c87\/thumb_1065273_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}