{"id":322849,"created_at":"2025-05-27 16:52:06","updated_at":"2025-06-08 10:22:01","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2025-05-27 16:52:06","original_id":null,"artist_id":51042,"title":"03. Happy me","slug":"03-happy-me","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":10768,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"All alone in the darkness ,I can escape all the sadness \r\n\r\nTeach me how to handle all these twisted emotions\r\n lately I've been mixing up the pills and portion\r\nThey're the only things that probably keep me going\r\ngave you all my heart hoping you would fix it \r\nChasing u was just a stupid wrong decision\r\ntake my heart and crush it make me watch while it's bleeding\r\n\r\nLine \r\n\r\nThis is a problem that I'm show casing\r\nSo getting lock up from paper chasing\r\nKeeping the tone up some really fake it \r\nTwigging a thorn out stop it from swelling\r\n Beg for a payment majority stack it \r\nSo unemployed alot of them working\r\nDid applications boss never summon me \r\nSuffer in scarcity sharing a salary\r\nSpeak of a whip I do have no car \r\nWhen can I drive gaining a spark\r\nWanna be popular never mind scars\r\nStop selling cigarettes nicotine tars\r\nIm finally a grown up useless dependence\r\nOr should I blame abusive parents\r\n\r\nWhere can I buy self esteem \r\nStems beneath concience\r\nWe all try to be excited\r\n\r\nLine\r\n\r\nSurrounded by rivals I swear I'm gonna rise\r\nSome of them survive to make a perfect arrival\r\nRead me once to be a recent performance\r\nSpare this moment cause I hate existence\r\nNature is a course for whom of us it sponsors\r\nA question brings no answers demanded inner outers\r\nAn extended level in assumptions","download_count":9,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-08","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/683\/5d1\/6b7\/thumb_1062590_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}