{"id":317178,"created_at":"2024-11-13 11:01:04","updated_at":"2025-06-13 14:42:40","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-11-13 11:01:04","original_id":null,"artist_id":154396,"title":"Joker by Mac Dezy","slug":"joker-by-mac-dezy","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"I never thought I\u2019ll be here back again \r\n\r\nFuck\r\n\r\nFeeling so different I can not comprehend \r\n\r\nWhy are we here \r\n\r\nMy head is stuck in those thoughts yet again \r\n\r\nOh no\r\n\r\nThinking they real am manifesting what I don\u2019t want \r\n\r\nBring all the trauma \r\nThat\u2019s learking within \r\n\r\nYou can\u2019t see what\u2019s inside \r\nTill I bring it out \r\nAlways be smiling \r\nBut inside am burning out\r\n\r\nFuck I how feel\r\nCause my words are just ashes \r\n\r\nDead from beginning \r\nI speak like am Voldemort \r\nBorn with a scare \r\nBut I cure with a pen \r\n\r\n\r\nDeath be the note book \r\nWith my past \r\nNiggas Ryuk \r\nIn my clan \r\n\r\nDays like I feel worthless\r\nBut that won\u2019t change on my purpose \r\nThat\u2019s what makes life worth it\r\nSmoke on some gas and then am perfect \r\n\r\n(Joker laughing)\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n life is joke \r\nWithout Batman \r\n\r\nWalk in the night \r\nCause the spirits are out \r\n\r\nI can\u2019t sleep night \r\nAlways awake \r\nMorning and daytime is all but a dream \r\n\r\nBeen living backwards \r\nY\u2019all stuck in a rhythm \r\n\r\nBitch I can\u2019t trust the system \r\n\r\nAll of these policies clowns\r\n\r\nAnd I just can\u2019t stay around \r\n\r\nDip \r\n\r\nForeign location i ski\r\n\r\nTrip\r\n\r\nStraight To the moon feel like am elon\r\n\r\nLone\r\n\r\nSurrounded by smoke and loud screams \r\nDeep in my head man I see things \r\n\r\nIndigo child \r\nBut his soul is so hopeless \r\n\r\nWhere\u2019s is your light lil boy \r\n lost in the dark lil boy \r\nYou can not sleep in the darkness boy \r\nDriven by fear lil boy \r\nLive like a toy you ain\u2019t Andy boy \r\n\r\nThis ain\u2019t your story boy\r\nYou can still change the beginning boy","download_count":20,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-13","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/673\/46a\/7a8\/thumb_1044124_300_300_0_0_crop.jpeg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}