{"id":315286,"created_at":"2024-10-17 02:25:03","updated_at":"2025-04-22 03:53:13","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-10-17 02:25:03","original_id":null,"artist_id":146873,"title":"8. DYSPhORiA","slug":"8-dysphoria","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Pain inside my heart... I told my mom I cannot cope yeah;\r\n(Dysphoria and Euphoria)\r\n(Yeah... that's where I'm drowning) \r\n\r\nYeah \r\n\r\nYeah yeah yeah \r\n\r\nShit (get it) \r\n\r\nDemons on my side, I need Angels on my side yeah \r\nI'm fighting anxiety... there's trouble in my mind \r\nI never felt like this before, now it is couple time \r\nI never felt like this before, now I feel like I'm dying \r\n\r\nI don't wanna die... But we living in this life yeah \r\nThey pain that we getting to success we can't define it \r\nI don't wanna lie... I've been working every night \r\nTryna put it work... Tryna make up good demands yeah \r\n\r\nPain inside my heart... I told my mom i cannot cope yeah \r\nDonno how to handle this... Lemme smoke the dope \r\nSmoke it with my brothers til I feel I cannot walk \r\nDrowning in Euphoria because I need the joy yeah \r\n\r\nDysphoria jus caught on my way... there's no more joy yeah \r\nBurning my fourth joint watch Lil brother play with toys \r\nReducing of the stress and reducing of remorse yeah \r\nLife is heeeeell.... we born up felling into curse yeah \r\n\r\nI pray to my on lord, the one who show me signs yeah \r\nI pray everyday I say \"I beg lord show me the signs\" yeah \r\nNow they do believe that I belong above the sky yeah \r\nI told my momma you're the Queen you gave birth to a star.... \r\n\r\nLife is heeeeell.... we born up felling into curse (yeah)\r\n\r\nLife is heeeeell.... we born up felling into curse (yeah)\r\n\r\n....\r\n\r\nLife is heeeeell.... we born up feeling into curse (yeah)","download_count":32,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/671\/054\/0dd\/thumb_1038749_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}