{"id":314350,"created_at":"2024-09-23 01:57:50","updated_at":"2025-06-13 00:28:03","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-09-23 01:57:50","original_id":null,"artist_id":32902,"title":"Somebody save me (Remix)","slug":"somebody-save-me-remix","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"This a letter to my dad\r\nThe only man who had my back\r\nOnly one who'd listen to my track\r\nGive me feedback, please \r\ndon't release that \r\nstill can't believe that I really lost you \r\nNow I'm lost too\r\nAll my thoughts are \r\nHard to process \r\nI am so stressed, this depression \r\nCame down on me\r\nI don't want to\r\nEnd up in the hospital again part two\r\nI'm so confused \r\nNever thought you'd \r\nLoose this fight against cancer \r\nIt's horrible \r\nI walking \r\nRound looking like a zombie\r\nI need to let go \r\nbut I don't want to\r\nI hope heaven knows how lucky they are Now that they got you\r\n\r\nI dedicate this track\r\nTo my dad\r\nWho passed after a long battle with\r\nCancer\r\nI prayed but the lord didn't have answers\r\nI know it's better cos he's \r\nwith his ancestors \r\nand glad to be free from the pain he had to endure, \r\nmy heart's sore and he's heart pure, so im sure \r\nhe's seeing greener pastures\r\nI'm sad cos I lost the only man who\r\nStood up for me and passed no\r\nJudgement, Im lucky to have had a\r\nDad like Emmanuel\r\nI only hope that I make you proud even after\r\nMy struggle with depression\r\nAnd my substance abuse, habit\r\n\r\nI pray I can be half the\r\nMan you were, after\r\nUnderstand I \r\nlost the only man who ever mattered\r\nSome how I gotta close this chapter\r\nReality hit when I poured that sand on your casket\r\nAs they lowered you into the ground never seeing you again has me\r\nAngry, sad that\r\nI'll never hear your laughter\r\nYou were more than just a father\r\nA friend, we used to have those chats\r\nAnd disagree on so much\r\nIm hurt \r\nI need you,\r\nI need to \r\nmove on but \r\njust to see you one last time, \r\nsee your smile\r\nIts gonna take a while \r\nto heal\r\nIm grieving","download_count":43,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-13","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/66f\/0ae\/e82\/thumb_1035664_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}