{"id":311805,"created_at":"2024-07-18 09:05:49","updated_at":"2025-04-17 22:56:14","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-07-18 09:05:49","original_id":null,"artist_id":148724,"title":"My soul is torn apart","slug":"my-soul-is-torn-apart","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":2447,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"My soul is torn apart \r\nMy parent place give birth to me.\r\nMy parent forest rise me.\r\nMy parent land breast me love .\r\nMy parent world feed me kindness. \r\nMy parent village embrace me with kindness. \r\n\r\nI'm talking about that beautiful forest, \r\nWe're I was treated as a princess at the young age. \r\nMy mother was a queen. \r\nI use to walk up tall fearless \r\nI was happy. \r\nI was seeking true love. \r\nIt use to sing lullaby for me.\r\n\r\nThat beautiful forest I use to call my family. \r\nIts pretty flowers has become untrimmed \r\nIts green trees has become dry.\r\nIt is feeding on the blood of my sisters and mothers. \r\nIt beauty has fade away \r\n\r\nThat beautiful forest I use to stay in has become violent. \r\nIt's love has turn in to hatred. \r\nIt's care has turn in abuse. \r\nIt's shade has turn in darkness \r\nIt has been deceiving me.\r\nIt has betrays me.\r\n\r\nTrust is broken, \r\nHumanity is gone. \r\nThe roof is damage.\r\nIt's hard to stay indoor.\r\nFear is ruling in our silent. \r\nWe live by hiding. \r\nWe as women and girls are in fear \r\nJust like a rat fearing a cat\r\nFearing that one day he might court me.\r\nRape me and kill me.\r\nI'm talking about the man whom,\r\nI call my father , my brother, my uncle \r\nWho has lost his dignity \r\nWho has lost his values \r\nWho has lost his pride \r\nWho is using his power over me.\r\nI am his victim. \r\nMy mind is damage...","download_count":36,"play_count":7,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-04-17","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/669\/8be\/b47\/thumb_1026363_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}