{"id":306297,"created_at":"2024-02-17 21:52:29","updated_at":"2024-05-03 08:32:26","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-02-17 21:52:29","original_id":null,"artist_id":25342,"title":"01. INTRO","slug":"01-intro-45","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Intro]\r\n\r\nDo you feel love I just a word to say sometimes?\r\nDo you feel love I just a word to say sometimes?\r\nDo you feel love I just a word to say sometimes?\r\nDo you feel love I just a word to say\r\nWe are so far from knowing\r\nI feel so far\r\nAll my life I'll be running\r\nFrom the things that I never done\r\nAll my life I'll be running...\r\n\r\n[Verse]\r\n\r\nUh, she went inside my room and she noticed the cigarettes\r\nShe asked me, \"Are you cool?\" I said, \"I got a bit of stress\"\r\nThere was a change in mood, she asked me, \"Do you need to vent?\"\r\nI told her, \"Nah, it's cool but we can chill right on the bed\"\r\nShe took her shoes off, hopped on and kicked her legs up\r\nI sat down and put them on my lap and then we stared but\r\nHer mood was lukewarm, her eyes showed me she was fed up\r\nI asked her, \"What's wrong?\" She said, \"Nothing, except us.\r\nIt's been kind of long since you showed me that you care but\r\nI understand you're going through something, almost gave up\r\nOn everything you promised me and you don't even say much\r\nYou always shut me out as if I wasn't there since day one\"\r\nI asked if she still loves, she said, \"Love is just a word\r\nAnd lately you've been acting funny, you don't notice when I hurt\r\nI don't even want your money but you promised me the world\r\nCalled me baby, lovey, honey, anything to make it work\"\r\nSo I took her legs off my lap and laid my head on her lap instead\r\nLooked in her eyes for a second then I said,\r\n\"I love you more than anything\r\nSorry if I lack emotions in my acts of beckoning\r\nI'm just having issues trusting people, tryna let them in\r\nThe world that I done promised you is me I hope it's everything\r\nTo you and if it's not then tell me so that I can try harder\"\r\nShe told me if I'm lying then I have to lie harder\r\nClosed my eyes and sighed and thought out loud, \"Why do I bother?\"\r\nFelt her thigh flutter, she said, \"What?!\" and then I stuttered\r\nShe stood up and then I thought, \"Damn, what have I started?\"\r\nShe said, \"It's enough now!\" She's tired of what I utter\r\nTold her, \"Don't leave\" she said, \"Nigga, you're not my father\"\r\nGrabbed her by the hand and then I looked her in the eyes but I\r\nCouldn't bring myself to kiss her\r\nShe done put her shoes on and said I'm gonna miss her\r\nI knew she was right so when she left I rolled a spliff up\r\nThought about life and people who just always give up\r\nOn me, took a xanax then I put it in a cup of Liqour\r\nWent outside to light the spliff just so I could try and keep up\r\nWith the shit that's happening, I tried to call, she didn't pick up\r\nSo my mother's key and drove to where she lives but\r\nOn the way I felt so drousy and the music made sleepy\r\nCalled her phone and left a voicemail, told her, \"One day you're gon'need me\r\nEverything I've done for you and you still tell me I'm greedy\r\nI hope every single day you'll regret when you chose to leave me!\r\nAnyways, I'm on my way I'm hoping we can talk and see if\r\nWe can fix this cause without I feel empty and I think I need a refill...\"\r\nHit a red light, truck was coming and I didn't cheese the speed and...","download_count":25,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-05-03","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/65d\/10e\/632\/thumb_1003984_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}