{"id":306289,"created_at":"2024-02-17 21:34:04","updated_at":"2024-03-31 02:20:28","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-02-17 21:34:04","original_id":null,"artist_id":25342,"title":"09. EXPLETIVE","slug":"09-expletive","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Verse 1]\r\nYeah, my heart ain't at peace\r\nMy love is at least\r\nBroken once too many times\r\nI'm just a bad piece\r\nNever pick 'em up\r\nThey'll come together when my state of mind is better\r\nThe pain never leaves but it doesn't hurt forever\r\nYou just get used to it - those temporary vendettas\r\nWhat goes around comes around to cut you like propellers\r\nCut so deep the bleeding will never stop\r\nI've always put in more than I had ever got\r\nSometimes you think it is but it's actually not\r\nTrue love finds you, bless the ones who give it out\r\nThe joy is so subtle but the pain is extra loud\r\nLove is just a word, it ain't even a proper noun\r\n\r\n[Bridge 1 - Kevin Hart Interview]\r\n\"No matter how much emotions and feelings you may have\r\nOr how much hurt you may have, life has to go on\r\nLife doesn't stop for anybody\r\nSo if you don't process that and understand that\r\nYou're stuck in whatever time period you got hurt forever\"\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\nStill in the same shoes that you found me in and left me in\r\nUsed to drive me crazy but now you're a pedestrian\r\nWe could be anywhere you want but you're everywhere you can't be in\r\nAll the shit you said, it wasn't as real as you said it is\r\nLove is just a word, I see you're having trouble spelling it\r\nI'm still having trouble accepting that I had fell in it\r\nStill acting like I don't need you like a thespian\r\nOne day you're gon' have to face the pain that you've been carrying\r\n\r\n[Bridge 2 - Dean Interview on Jimmy Kimmel Live]\r\nJK: Has this been hard for you?\r\nD: \"Yeah\"\r\nJK: Did Bianca break your heart?\r\nD: \"Yeah\"\r\nJK: Into how many pieces?\r\nD: \"Five\"\r\nJK: Five pieces? That is a lot of pieces.\r\nDo you think you'll ever love again?\r\nD: \"It'd be hard to trust another woman\"\r\nJK: You know Dean,they say time heals all boo-boos and I think you're gonna be just fine\r\nD: I'll probably be single forever...\r\n\r\n[Verse 3]\r\nI don't really wanna deal with all the fucking negatives\r\nI've been losing sleep I need to get myself some sedatives\r\nPeople know the script but still switch up on their narratives\r\nI've been showing love to most of them like they're my relatives\r\nBitches telling me that they've been down from the genesis\r\nPeople only need you when your presence makes 'em benefit\r\nNowadays I only get involved if it's affirmative\r\nTold me that you love but your tone was sounding hesitant\r\nNever said you're ugly but your pictures were all edited\r\nGotta keep my heart safe, you know that thing is sensitive\r\nPlease don't touch my heart babe, you know that thing is delicate\r\nI know that my heart is my mind's biggest nemesis\r\nTried my best to keep you but the odds were too competitive\r\nImma wear my heart on my sleeve like it's my heritage\r\nAnd I'll never change like the e function's derivative\r\nLove is just a word, matter of fact it's just an expletive, gone...","download_count":19,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-03-31","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/65d\/109\/77b\/thumb_1003968_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}