{"id":305130,"created_at":"2024-01-20 08:54:44","updated_at":"2025-05-21 20:09:39","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2024-01-20 08:54:44","original_id":null,"artist_id":135023,"title":"TRying To Find a way","slug":"trying-to-find-a-way","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"This is where im at \r\nSince I was in pain \r\nPutting on a cape trying to find a way yeah\r\nThis is why I\u2019m here now[oh no] \r\n \r\n(00:28)Putting on a cape\r\nI been Tryina to save me\r\nTragic memories\r\nHear my line and save me\r\nGod please find my hand \r\nI been trying to make it out \r\nI been tryina walk a mile yeah\r\n\r\n[[Verse 1.]]\r\n\r\nPast hate. \r\nLooking out the window trying to find mistakes. ( find mistakes)\r\nI\u2019m hoping that they see me as I wear my cape.\r\nTell em how we feeling this is that debate\r\nA lot of y\u2019all rappers tryina show us hate \r\nTell them that we\u2019ll never chase, dreams hallucinations hit my mind \r\nWith that sweet talk of fame \r\nphony state\r\nStruggling just to have a life and still they show they want me late\r\nCan\u2019t touch the ground when jesus did they murdered him from hate\r\nMy mistake? Believing that the people in my life would stand beside me\r\nAs i walk to try and find my fate\r\n\r\nWe heat packing dropping bars to break a beat, easy changing flows to match the scene and leave no evidence\r\nI did my best believe that rapping was my only chance \r\nAt putting sanity infront of me to see a normal end [a normal end yeah]\r\n\r\nThe world been dry since my momma took a leave from respiration \r\nSo it\u2019s only right I live inside my mind to find a way to save me\r\n\r\n[loose chorus]\r\nCause I been out the way\r\nPutting on a cape\r\nTrying-been Tryina to save me\r\nTragic memories\r\nHear my line and save me\r\nGod please find my hand \r\nI been trying to make a life\r\nI been tryina walk a mile yeah x2\r\nI been Tryina walk a mile\r\nI been Tryina walk a mile with you\r\n\r\nI\u2019m talking passion over pressure \r\nNo more diamonds I\u2019m a legend\r\nListen to my story use your chest you won\u2019t regret it\r\nI been nursing since a kid never had a second chance\r\nIt\u2019s only right I dance man it\u2019s only fair\r\nI did my best for people \r\nJust to see me here\r\nNever wanna lie I did my best for them\r\nLying to get it back tho\r\nAin\u2019t nobody stopping me I got to get that Info\r\n\u201cTryina get it back up in the story\u201d baby where tho?\r\nDon\u2019t you ever tell them that y\u2019all need me to be there bro\r\nI tried my best to just let them know\r\n\r\n[VERSE 2]\r\n\r\nCelebrating pain was the way to go\r\nNavigation put me in a place where I\u2019m comfortable \r\nNow I\u2019m busy steady Tryina show them that I got the truth \r\nStarted when my mama died and I could see a different view\r\nLife was like an obstacle the trial was so expensive so I chose to go and hit the book\r\n\r\nDrop a line the undermining factor was the mob that tried\r\nTo tell me that my story wasn\u2019t worth a dime\r\nSitting by the corner store to diss my life\r\nOne of them a cousin only did me wrong to make them smile\r\nSo what\u2019s the point of having same genes \r\nIf we hate them huh?\r\nIt took a different turn for me to go and change my life\r\nGears shifted now I\u2019m focused on just growing mines\r\nElevation of my thoughts \r\nI think for future leave my past behind\r\n\r\nThey asking how the flow so crazy?\r\n7 years of practice ain\u2019t take no break still\r\nI only took a lesson just to go upgrade me\r\nThey stood around the Conner Tryina take my days mean\r\nSo what\u2019s the point of hating?\r\n\r\nSaw it in the family the strangers can\u2019t be\r\nHurting me \r\nmy feelings have been drowned in the box that I shed in\r\nNow I stand firm like a pole in the north end\r\nDrowning all theses feelings in a box I put a rock in\r\nNever wanna face no fear not without no caution \r\nI\u2019m done with the with \r\nWorld [maybe] \r\nI can my own\r\nWhen it\u2019s over \r\nThey can\u2019t celebrate me yet cause I am just a no one[cause I been out the way]\r\n\r\n[loose chorus]\r\nCause I been out the way\r\nPutting on a cape\r\nTrying-been Tryina to save me\r\nTragic memories\r\nHear my line and save me\r\nGod please find my hand \r\nI been trying to make a life\r\nI been tryina walk a mile yeah x2\r\nI been Tryina walk a mile\r\nI been Tryina walk a mile with you[ with youuu]\r\n\r\n\r\nSince the beginning of his life he was outlined\r\nHe\u2019s only ever made a few friends in his life\r\nHe\u2019s the who woke up and decided to paint a picture for people vivid enough to stand clear\r\nHe introduced the ideas to create his world\r\nNever liked his physical form\r\nHe was hiding in the world that he formed\r\nRhymes painted pictures clear enough for them to understand \r\nI used to watch him alone while he walked back from school and some of the guys would make fun of him \r\nBut he always walked\r\nThey never understood the dark cloud that was looming over him\r\nYet they took a chance to try and put him underneath their shoes.\r\nThis is a story of a young male\r\nHere to stand up for those who need help with their mental health\r\nDecisions he made when he was all alone sitting in the room while his momma looked at him to understand how his mind worked\r\nA loner among strangers \r\nThis is the story of majestic \r\nThe view \r\nOf the world from me to you \r\n\r\n[loose chorus]\r\nI been out the way\r\nPutting on a cape\r\nTrying-been Tryina to save me\r\nTragic memories\r\nHear my line and save me\r\nGod please find my hand \r\nI been trying to make a life\r\nI been tryina walk a mile yeah \r\nI been Tryina walk a mile with you\r\nI\u2019ve been Tryina walk a mile with youu\r\nI\u2019ve been trying to walk a mile again\r\n\r\nIt\u2019s Nathii.","download_count":70,"play_count":77,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-05-13","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/65a\/b6d\/e8d\/thumb_999203_300_300_0_0_crop.jpeg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}