{"id":303052,"created_at":"2023-11-28 07:06:47","updated_at":"2025-02-13 22:55:47","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2023-11-28 07:06:47","original_id":null,"artist_id":9546,"title":"Dear Self","slug":"dear-self-2","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Dear Self\r\nAs I stand in front of the mirror\r\nWith a lot to say\r\nSeeking for a place in this earth\r\nNever found one where I could stay\r\nI'm more comfort zone tolerant\r\nFrom which I'm tryna stray\r\nDear self\r\nAll this meanness you got on leash\r\nNeeds to be released\r\nShow this world\r\nWhat kinda beast it is\r\nThat you got concealed\r\nMy servings for mercy\r\nNeeds to be locked in the closet\r\nAnd later seen\r\nOnce the storm I bring\r\nMeets its temporary end\r\n'Cause no one learns\r\nThey need to know\r\nPlaying with fire, they'll eventually burn\r\nThey need to know that I'm very aware\r\nOf the many knives in place\r\nTargeted straight right at me\r\nOnce I turn my back\r\nThere's many of friends I've met\r\nSo ease your concerns\r\nWhen it comes to your thoughts\r\nOf possibilities of loneliness\r\nAnd keep focus your energy\r\nOn a major come back\r\nHit 'em with 16 like a two kg braaipack\r\nDear Self\r\nI'm Dear Killer Entertainment\r\nThis world is cold\r\nShow them what Hell is\r\nThey want me to break a leg\r\nI'll go as far to the pelvis\r\nEasy how to feel a failure\r\nIs prove how bad we want this\r\nThe journey is never lucid\r\nThe starvation isn't intentional\r\nAlmost seems like I'm on a fast\r\nI'm hungry for this so bad\r\nI'd suffer from malnutrition\r\nPluralism in Glorification to self\r\nI'm my groupie\r\nIt's time I picked up my socks\r\nAnd change how I think\r\nIt's time I made destiny bend to my will\r\nIt's time we stopped pretending\r\nThat our dreams are long over due\r\nBecause of politics\r\nWe at a point\r\nWhere the struggle is like a cultural thing\r\nAll these losses\r\nBut I know one day\r\nThey'll fail to amount\r\nTo the future gains\r\nNow that alone\r\nFirms my faith\r\nIn this life you give and take\r\nAin't it surprising\r\nHow I keep giving\r\nRegardless how I never got nothing to take","download_count":52,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":3,"download_count_24_at":"2025-02-13","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/656\/575\/2f9\/thumb_991419_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}