{"id":298792,"created_at":"2023-09-06 09:31:38","updated_at":"2025-06-15 13:21:29","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2023-09-06 09:31:38","original_id":null,"artist_id":129149,"title":"#17 Journal & Meditate","slug":"journal-meditate","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Intro\r\nLegit!\r\nThe Hit!\r\n\r\nVerse\r\nYou thought that you was legit\/\r\nReleasing hit after hit\/\r\nBut no woman will ever love you\r\nif you keep on acting like a piece of shit.\r\nMaybe your problem\u2019s within\/\r\nYou got trauma to attend\/\r\nMost of us have seen or been through some shit\r\nAt least by the time we were 10\r\nWe drink and we fuck and\r\nwe shoot up these drugs\r\n\u2018cause we don\u2019t have a mental defense.\r\nDon\u2019t have a mental defense\r\n\u2018cause you think attending mental health is lame\r\nYou think Meditation is lame\r\n\u2018cause you\u2019re too concerned with your \u201cAlpha Frame\u201d\r\nBut you won\u2019t make headlines when you self-delete\r\nNo one will remember Alpha\u2019s name\r\nAin\u2019t nothing wrong with some self-care,\r\nafter all it\u2019s for self.\r\nBut all of this mainstream shit just gon\r\nhave you thinking\r\nAll that matters is power and wealth.\r\nRather than conquer you niggas and master a woman,\r\nI would rather master myself\r\nKilled the horrific ideas I was thinking of doing\r\nwith the pills inside Momma\u2019s shelf.\r\nI couldn\u2019t see the light at the end of the tunnel,\r\nSo I brought it out from within.\r\nIn \u201cDenial\u201d I just broke through the wall,\r\nbut this time I had no choice but to sit and think.\r\nWalked to the hills up at Lens just to think\/\r\nTryna gain more perspective on these things\r\nI couldn\u2019t Journal about at the time\/\r\n\u2018cause then I\u2019d be validating it in ink.\r\n\r\nHook \r\nBro you should Journal & MediTate (Journal & MediTate)\r\nKnow when you\u2019re fighting or\r\ntalking to girls, that you hesitate\/\r\n(Girls, I don\u2019t hesitate)\r\nI know if you went to a therapist it would devasTate\r\nYour bank sTatement so for now,\r\nWhy don\u2019t you Journal & MediTate? (Journal & MediTate)\r\nHow bout you Journal & MediTate? (Journal & MediTate)\r\nBro you should Journal & MediTate (Xurkelah! Maykeleh!)\r\nNow when I\u2019m fighting or\r\ntalking to girls, I don\u2019t hesitate\/\r\n(Xurkumuh QikaCe)\r\nI know if you went to a therapist it would devasTate\r\nYour bank sTatement so for now,\r\nWhy don\u2019t you Journal & MediTate? (Journal & MediTate)\r\nHow bout you Journal & MediTate? (Journal & MediTate)\r\nXEKELE!","download_count":58,"play_count":2,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-15","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/64f\/829\/9e6\/thumb_973618_300_300_0_0_crop.jpeg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}