{"id":293532,"created_at":"2023-05-30 15:30:09","updated_at":"2025-06-17 19:51:14","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2023-05-30 15:30:09","original_id":null,"artist_id":85158,"title":"Momma freestyle","slug":"momma-freestyle","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Wide eyed\r\nI see endless possibilities\r\nUntied I\r\nDon't have many responsibilities \r\nApplied my\r\nMind frame to adapt abilities\r\nOn my blind side\r\nTo unveil shortcomings and discrepancies \r\nI came up shy \r\nAwkward at times self reflection was the epitome\r\nOf a stranger staring back to see a pit in me\r\nI took the long lonely route to self discovery \r\nInspired by the time I spent in the mother city\r\nthis writing is beyond my Cape abilities\r\nI have so much of my music on my phone than the internet lost more before revealing me \r\nIt feels like you messed up and I won't hold it against you\r\nBrush you off or sugar coat like they know how to paint you \r\nThe world is can be dark place don't let it taint you\r\nWith expectations of who you should be cause they ain't you\r\nI came to conclusions often as a fragment of my delusions\r\nadolescents you was emotionally truant \r\nI see the real you now\r\nYou are more than just a figment\r\nI can feel now\r\nJust like this very instance \r\nThat confident child I buried inside\r\nThat just wanted to shine \r\nSuffocating so close to dying\r\nConstantly brawling \r\nHelplessly trying \r\nClawing crying \r\ncrawling calling \r\nWatered down only\r\nAlmost drown but so much later it found \r\nWas all that was needed \r\nBreak the ground seedling growing","download_count":81,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-06-17","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/647\/5f9\/ec7\/thumb_951509_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}