{"id":286411,"created_at":"2023-02-14 19:53:54","updated_at":"2024-04-07 22:08:02","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2023-02-14 19:53:54","original_id":null,"artist_id":76498,"title":"Love & Heartbreak Pt.4","slug":"love-heartbreak-pt4","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Verse\r\nBeen seeking, but never find\r\nBeen living well but I\u2019m never fine\r\nBeen willing, because I never mind\r\nGave all my heart to you but it was never enough\r\n\r\nSelf discovery, seeking for answers\r\nFlipping pages but stuck in the same chapter\r\nWith a lot say but don\u2019t know where to start\r\nNo matter how I happy I am I end up with a broken heart\r\n\r\nHad a lot to say but had no ground\r\nMade me feel useless living in your house\r\n6 feet deep before I let you down\r\nAll the mistakes I did, was tryna make you proud\r\n\r\nAll I did was love you, never meant to hurt you\r\nIf I did honestly I never meant to\r\nI tried getting a job, and went unsuccessful\r\nBut you know I always had a plan like men do\r\n\r\nI was losing me while pleasing you\r\nKilling me on the inside like prison do\r\nOutsiders say I'm using you\r\nThey don\u2019t know I'm also scared of loosing you\r\n\r\nGave you all of me while getting she used\r\nTo her my eyes were the only world she ever knew\r\nAlways found you innocent in your moves\r\nTrying to build\r\n\r\nSaid she love me but ignored how I\u2019m feeling\r\nNever cared enough to check how I\u2019m living\r\nWomen only care about their feelings\r\nYou in their life have to fulfill what they needing\r\n\r\nSleep in the same bed but we never touch\r\nSo close yet so far, get high to calm down\r\nHe took you to a couple of dates and such\r\nSo you convinced yourself that you in love\r\n\r\nLife is a bitch, made me horny son\r\nChilling with ma girl, fantasize about another one\r\nThink I\u2019m a bastard, that\u2019s what\u2019s she also does\r\nGave me fellecio, but don\u2019t want to give her heart\r\n\r\nShe gives it up to live it up\r\nPity because I prolly think she pretty young\r\nShe thinks I\u2019m dumb because I don\u2019t see me a slut\r\nI see someone to give my heart; she only sees a dick to fuck\r\n\r\nDon\u2019t know sex can also be boring\r\nShe wants it when all I need is for her to hold me\r\nGood girl, you were far from it\r\nAccepted your past because I couldn\u2019t control it\r\n\r\nForget being physical, stimulate my mind\r\nYou gave your heart because you already had mine\r\nFind an excuse to go clubbing the whole night\r\nCome home wasted to only spark up a long fight\r\n\r\nKnew I hated foolishness, but you kept doing that\r\nLoved you enough to not accept that you got a lose cat\r\nLate night phone calls and I can\u2019t ask who\u2019s that\r\nChilled as ice but nah I\u2019m not cool with that\r\n\r\nReason we kept going back and forth\r\nMake up, again we fought, bedroom became a court\r\nWe had small issues but you had them prolonged\r\nLoving me hurt you but loving you hurt more\r\n\r\nI gave you my love, how could you reject me?\r\nAsked you to respect me, only for you to resent me\r\n\r\nShe burnt down the house tryna roast a pig\r\nUgly predicament I was living in\r\nA big part of me was lost like a loss of a twin\r\n\r\nSo many hoes, this thing is a curse\r\nSpit blood as I cough the pain in my chest\r\nSo many hoes, niggas think I'm blessed\r\nThey don't know I'm still tearing for my ex...\r\n\r\nNowadays it\u2019s difficult to be sincere\r\nIt\u2019s a blessing to find somebody who still care\r\nMy heart has been teared\r\nIt\u2019s been years, but I\u2019m still scared\r\ndeath made life seem clear\r\n\r\nSince my heart is pure, I try to be mature\r\nIn a world of disease I'm tryna come with a cure\r\n\r\nI done gave my heart to chicks who can\u2019t be loved","download_count":46,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-04-07","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/63e\/bca\/7f4\/thumb_925929_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}