{"id":283061,"created_at":"2022-12-24 20:42:28","updated_at":"2024-05-08 13:19:45","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-12-24 20:42:28","original_id":null,"artist_id":60102,"title":"Sagittarius State of Mind III","slug":"sagittarius-state-of-mind-iii","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Its the third one \r\nHomie gotta sit and think about life \r\nSad right..\r\nPerks of growing up \r\nYou gotta think of what you do now\r\nIts hard growing up \r\nwhen you haven't seen the real life \r\nI keep moving up i cant afford to be losing now\r\nIts prolly in my veins coz i really cant avoid it now\r\nIts hard to maintain when you've really took the bar high \r\nHard to really aim for your goals when you shaking, tough \r\nThis is me, i pray for my own even tho its rough\r\n\r\nIts hard to defeat me \r\nI follow my instincts \r\nFollow the road that is paved by my vision \r\nI kept falling down now the neighbours wanna kick me \r\nNow im rising up man i suggest they should kill me\r\nCoz im never backing down \r\nUntil i change my own background\r\nMan im never backing down until i make it to the top \r\nAre you gonna laugh? Are you gonna help me make it out?\r\nI kept on repeating and they said \"none of the above\"\r\n\r\nNow lets start it \r\nBack to January \r\nWent back to the sport that a nigga grew up playing \r\nLittle did i know that the shiit gon end up hurting\r\nHurt my ankle man i thought that shiit gon be the ending \r\nAnd i got my results i thought of giving up \r\nI didnt apply my mama said im lying \r\nSister fought it now im packing all my bags \r\nTo the City of Gold i never saw this at all \r\nNow im alone left my parents in Pitori \r\nIn a big city I pray it dont swallow me \r\nSaw my lil bro i wish he could follow me \r\nCoz the lil nigga cried when he saw me leave \r\nMade a first visit bro he was so relieved\r\nWhile away on my phone he was calling me\r\n\r\nIm still fighting anxiety\r\nFirst time into varsity \r\nI was still alone but I really got a glimpse of it \r\nI was tryna cope and im tryna make the best of it \r\nMama on the phone, I kept lying saying that im good \r\nBut I knew inside I was distressed \r\nAll the pain inside I would keep it \r\nYou want the affection, I don't seek it \r\nIt's my birthday, homie stay blessed \r\nRespect","download_count":62,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-05-08","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/63a\/748\/100\/thumb_914007_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}