{"id":281866,"created_at":"2022-12-04 00:43:33","updated_at":"2024-04-25 06:54:28","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-12-04 00:43:33","original_id":null,"artist_id":137774,"title":"What If","slug":"what-if-18","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Vers\r\n\r\nWhat if leaving would kill you but staying is aching your heart, what if their words are a mixture of bittersweet melody that you can't stop listening to \r\n\r\nYet it fills your heart with melancholy, what if you are stuck in the middle you at the verge of leaving yet you can't move a inch, what if your mind tells you what your heart couldn't swallow and your heart is whispering words your mind couldn't compare \r\n\r\nWhat if your soul is extremely tied exhausted of trying yet the dearest part of your heart would die if you do stop, what if I hate them but can't do but just love them more. \r\n\r\n\r\nBridge...\r\n\r\n\r\nLettinggo of all the nonsense\r\nFly away\r\nYou will maybe find yourself another \r\nWay \r\n\r\nI'm letting it all go go go \r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nVers \r\n\r\n\r\nIm still at my mamas house \r\nsleeping on the couche \r\nTill the sun comes out \r\nShe tried to kick me out \r\nBut she tied now \r\nWhould she be really ouk if \r\nI was not around, now she wildin out\r\n\r\nMan I really really wanna play my part \r\nHow silly how I would be, I leave them stunged I'm a\r\nKiller bee rare to find yeah I'm a diamond \r\nAll these other logics that tryna alter no we \r\nJust rebound \r\n\r\nI tell myself that I'm not perfect but I'm just worth it \r\nNo body is better then me, or better than you we only better than yesterday\r\nDon't have to hesitate I medicate\r\ngolden Ramsey in the kitchen I be cooking me some chicken \r\n\r\nLHoly marry Christmas pardon me, plant on winter on summer I'm picking flowers on my garden .\r\n\r\nFilling my cup it's been empty for a while now \r\nTrying so hard I'm not going down. Who me I'm not going to bow to defeat where I stand on my feet gravity got the hold of me but up\r\nWhere I am headed, if you see me now, you will think I'm at my ending while I'm at my beginning \r\n\r\nStruggling better gotter get the hustle in \r\nI'm a man of words not a man of my words \r\nI don't keep promises but I promise me I will keep my promise and proceed with the process I only want progress I proclaim that \r\n\r\nCoz nothing I cannot handle I'm feeling like Moses \r\nWriting all these verses breaking all the curses yeah I put them on the cas-cat & then they ask whos cat is that, drive them on a heirs straight to the cemetery 6 feet deep \r\nYoung Nigga undercover we send shoots that side you might need to take cover \r\n\r\nIf any comes back I'm fit straight out the military interventions we only need actions it's about time we grab it, you showing me hate I will give you more love with a dab yeah my homie it's all peace this side \r\n\r\nLiving in the moment leave the future behind us coz that's what seems to blind us young lil kid profound Nigga you the garden boy","download_count":47,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-04-25","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/638\/bd0\/2d7\/thumb_909950_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}