{"id":28082,"created_at":"2018-07-23 14:09:35","updated_at":"2021-04-20 00:48:33","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-07-23 14:09:35","original_id":null,"artist_id":12282,"title":"Illegitimate's Soliloquy","slug":"illegitimates-soliloquy","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":2019,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"*Illegitimate's Soliloquy*\r\n LYRICS\r\n\r\nMAN, I DONT WANNA BE A PLAYER\/\/EVEN THOUGH I GOT A LOTTA BITCHES ON MY RADAR\/\/I DONT WANNA MESS WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS HEART, OR BE A FUCK BOY SO NEXT TIME PLEASE PUT ME IN YOUR PRAYERS\/\/\r\nSO I COULD DODGE THE TEMPTATION\/\/OF HANGING OUT WITH GROUPIES AFTER HITTING UP STAGES\/\/COS THEY QUICKLY SEDUCE ME AND I END UP IN THEIR BLANKETS\/\/MY DICK BE GETTIN LOOSELY BUT I KEEP PRACTICING SAFE SEX\/\/\r\nBUT WHAT IF I CATCH A BABY\/\/AND I BECOME A DEADBEAT DAD LIKE MY DADDY\/\/I DONT WANNA HURT ANY WOMAN LIKE THAT, COS IN A FEW YEARS THE BABY WILL GROW UP AND IT WILL HATE ME\/\/\r\nJUST LIKE I HATE MY SO CALLED FATHER\/\/I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HIM, I THINK THAT HE A COWARD\/\/THAT NIGGA WAS ABSENT AND AINT EVEN PAY CHILD SUPPORT SO GETTIN THINGS WAS A LIL BIT HADER\/\/\r\nMAN I HAD TO HUSTLE HARDER\/\/AND I HAD TO LEARN HOW TO DO THAT VERY FASTER\/\/I WISH, I CAN GET A CHANCE TO TOTURE THAT NIGGA FOR THE DAMAGE THAT HE DID TO MY MAMA\/\/\r\n\r\n Verse 2\r\nALL MY LIFE I GREW UP ANGRY AND STRESSED\/\/AND I STILL REMEMBER WHEN A WISE RAPPER ONCE SAID\/\/HOW YOU GON LOOK IN YOUR SON'S FACE AND THEN YOU TURN YOUR BACK\/\/THEN GO START ANOTHER FAMILY DAWG WHAT TYPE OF SHIT IS THAT\/\/\r\nBUT ITS OKAY, LEMME TEACH MYSELF HOW TO RELAX\/\/COS THAT IS WHAT YOU DO AS A BOY WITHOUT A DAD\/\/YOU TEACH YOURSELF THINGS THAT TURN YOU INTO A MAN\/\/HOW TO LET GO OF DEPRESSION WHEN ITS HITTIN YOU BAD\/\/\r\nBUT I DONT WANT MY SON TO FEEL LIKE THAT\/\/EVEN IF I HAVE NO MONEY IMMA STICK BY HIM\/\/IMMA SHOW HIM FULL SUPPORT TILL THE VERY END\/\/ALSO TEACH HIM HOW TO BE A YOUNG GENTLEMAN\/\/\r\nUNLIKE THAT BASTARD\/\/HES THE MAIN REASON THAT I GREW UP COLD HEARTED\/\/IF IT WASNT FOR MY GRANNY AND MY MOTHER, AND GREAT GRAND MOTHER MAYBE I WOULD HAVE TURNED OUT TO BE HEARTLESS\/\/BUT I THANK.....GOD FOR THE QUEENS THAT RAISED ME\/\/COS THEY ARE THE REASON FOR THE KING I AM LATELY\/\/ BlaQ\r\nshoutout to the Tow Qwana Squad one time...none of us grew up with dads so we got fathered by friends","download_count":267,"play_count":23,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5b5\/5c4\/f81\/thumb_91805_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}