{"id":27824,"created_at":"2018-07-20 17:55:06","updated_at":"2021-06-21 22:02:41","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-07-20 17:55:06","original_id":null,"artist_id":18414,"title":"My Aquarius","slug":"my-aquarius","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"My Aquarius, My Aquarius.\r\nYou are the dawn to my night.\r\nI never meant to let you out of my sight.\r\nMy Aquarius, My Aquarius.\r\nI can hardly put into words.\r\nHow without you it's just an emptier world.\r\n(you're my Aquarius)\r\nYou're my first breath, my source of life.\r\nMy pillar of strength and my source of light.\r\nMy favorite, ever, the sort I like.\r\nWhen everything is wrong you're all that's right.\r\nI had plans to get you out of that place.\r\nBut I made you feel like you've gotta stay outta my space.\r\nAnd my smiles rarely ever make it outta my face.\r\nTo my queen I was the joker; take it out on the ace.\r\nAnd actions speak louder than words.\r\nDidn't wanna tell you about it, just wanted to give you the world.\r\nBut I fell short, each time I kept failing.\r\nThe waters were so rocky; you're the reason why I kept sailing.\r\nAnd I never let you know.\r\nFigured I could go on without ever letting show.\r\nDidn't anticipate that I'd be letting you go.\r\nThe way I did, but it's not the end of the show.\r\n\"cause I still see you in self.\r\nYou taught me to make the best out of every hand I'd been dealt.\r\nAnd to never think twice if I ever needed your help.\r\nLast thing she said to me was \"Son, trust yourself\".\r\nand I never did, I just trusted you.\r\n'cause when I wished it, you'd find a way to make it true.\r\nAnd I wanna thank you for being who you are.\r\nwhenever it gets to me I'll just look to the stars to...\r\n\r\nMy Aquarius, My Aquarius.\r\nI know it took me too long.\r\nto finally get to witting this song; I was wrong.\r\nMy Aquarius, My Aquarius.\r\nIf I could hear your voice on the phone.\r\nMaybe I wouldn't feel so angry and alone.\r\n\r\nI'm getting colder by the second.\r\n'cause I know that when I get home I'm gonna be the one that's checking.\r\nIf she's there.\r\nCan feel her in the air.\r\nHoping that see you when I take that first step into the crib.\r\nNot the place that you wanted us to live.\r\nBut we learned as we lived.\r\nThat it is what it is.\r\nAnd as long as I got that hug and the kiss.\r\nThat I'd get every time then your love is my bliss.\r\nAnd without it I'm just angry all the time.\r\nWishing that I'd given you my all and all of mine.\r\nThat I kept to my self.\r\nI've never been a 'good person' and that's just something that I can't help.\r\nThis is the best I can do.\r\nNext is tattoo.\r\nMy best is taboo. \r\nBut my efforts are true.\r\nIt doesn't happen in view.\r\nOf the the world 'cause they hadn't approved.\r\nAnd they'd judge me but my heaven is you.\r\nCalm as your life was fading.\r\nPeople driving by like your life wasn't worth saving.\r\nTo have you back; there's nothing that's not worth trading.\r\nRegrets about all the times I was procrastinating.\r\n'Cause now I'm graduating.\r\nPeople are congratulating.\r\nAnd I'm still painting.\r\nSmiles on my face but underneath it I'm hiding a lot of scars.\r\nAnd whenever it gets to my I'll Just look to the stars to...\r\n\r\nMy Aquarius, (that's my Aquarius) My Aquarius.\r\nI hope you're finally at peace.\r\nThat's the only thought that can put me at ease.\r\nMy Aquarius, My Aquarius.\r\nI had no way to keep you safe and sound.\r\nAnd I'm still doing my best to make to proud.\r\nMy Aquarius, My Aquarius.\r\nYou are all I ever had.\r\nAnd you always told me you were my mom and my dad.\r\nYou're My Aquarius.","download_count":212,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/60d\/0f0\/618\/thumb_690105_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}