{"id":273917,"created_at":"2022-09-11 17:41:51","updated_at":"2024-04-23 07:43:24","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-09-11 17:41:51","original_id":null,"artist_id":6545,"title":"Ap Venom - God Did (Remix)","slug":"ap-venom-god-did-remix","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Shed a tear in the booth\r\nGet a piece of my heart\r\nAP Venom\r\n\r\nVerse 1\r\n\r\nSometimes I hate who I see in the mirror\r\nI promised me so much, but I haven't delivered\r\nMy plan was by this time I\u2019d have this and the other\r\nBut alas, none of it turned out\r\nHow I imagined now I feel like a failure\r\nForever working, but hardly seeing any result\r\nAnd doubt tells me I should settle\r\nLike, it doesn't take any effort...I mean, after all,\r\nI'm qualified, got a job, in the big city living large, all in all, nobody really is expecting much\r\nAlready graduated made my family proud, so what more is to be done? Quit dreaming settle down\r\nFace reality, be an adult, save up, buy a house, take your girl walk her down the aisle\r\nBuy a car, have a child, so when you pass, there'll be something left behind, just conform you'll be fine, it's not like you haven't tried\r\n You're exhausted, you're tired settle down, what you have is enough, settle down\r\n\r\n\r\n(I told y\u2019all the story before, I cried because I got, you know, discouraged, but I used that as fuel to improve)\r\n\r\nVerse 2\r\n\r\nProbably wouldn't push this hard without the hate \r\nYou know they say ain't no roses without the rain \r\nThey thought I fell but I rose among the great \r\nEvery day that goes by\r\nPositive and negative, entertaining both ties\r\nI\u2019m making it, and I\u2019m not, messages from both sides\r\nYesterday's mistakes, we live and we learn from those scars\r\nThe hustle is bearing fruit, they wish it wasn't us\r\nBut that\u2019s what always happens when you're reaching for the stars\r\nI\u2019ve seen too many niggas go and fail before they start\r\nLack of self-belief, that's where they operating from\r\nI am not that nigga, look at how far I have come\r\nGodly fabric, I am cut from that cloth\r\nFrom Manguzi to the world, look at the things I have done\r\nA rap nigga who can take on this beast, name one\r\nTake your time\r\n...I\u2019ll wait...anyway\r\nBad decisions, but I make \u2019em with precision\r\nDaily discomfort how I'm making my investments\r\nPain paying dividends I\u2019m taking my percentage\r\nIt may take time, but really I\u2019m invested\r\nNot sure how but I will manifest it\r\nMe and my grandma\u2019s bond is really tied to this promise, if I'm honest, wish she was alive just to witness\r\n Her wish manifested, truth is, I\u2019m going through a crisis, lost her four years ago, and I\u2019ve never cried since\r\nSometimes chasing all these dreams doesn't make sense, been at it for years, but up to date it aint make cents\r\nbut I don't want her to hear me spouting all this nonsense, so instead, I make sure y\u2019all know that to me, she imparted greatness\r\n\r\nDear grandma \r\nYou see my future is a nightmare\r\n\u2019Cuz I got dreams and they haunt me\r\nAt the aint top aint where they want me\r\nBut I\u2019mma get it up regardless\r\nI still suffer from the heartbreak\r\nHard to open up, I'm guarded\r\nCouldn't forget you if I tried it\r\nI know you're listening and watching\r\nWe ain't deserve you, but God did\r\nI know your spirit is where God is\r\nI\u2019m just praying for your guidance\r\nPlease guard me\r\nThis life has scarred me\r\nPlease guide me","download_count":242,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/631\/e01\/859\/thumb_880719_300_300_0_0_crop.jpeg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}