{"id":268485,"created_at":"2022-07-27 12:58:04","updated_at":"2024-06-24 18:27:39","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-07-27 12:58:04","original_id":null,"artist_id":63228,"title":"Forbidden Tales (Ft. Mandisa)","slug":"forbidden-tales-ft-mandisa","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"(*Cough* Sauce)\r\n\r\n[Hook] Mandisa:\r\nI had a lot of falls and up and downs\r\nGiven another chance I'll make it right\r\nOr just never mind I've had enough\r\nI swear I'll never go back (x2)\r\n\r\n[Verse 1] BlxqSauce:\r\n6 years old, I was still young but I knew life\r\nBeing hated, left out\r\nMy father had no time\r\nFor me and my mom, I was a child but had no light\r\nNever told I was loved, I swear to God I had no Wy's\r\nI was a black young kid, with no dreams no dignity\r\nHad challenges, death thoughts, in a cemetery\r\nHad to go to my granny\r\nAnd ask her a penny\r\nI wish I had a nanny, coz mommy wasn't ready\r\nI swear I wasn't happy\r\nNever filled my belly\r\n7,8,9,10 years was still a messy\r\nI started having dreams\r\nPraying to Jehovah\r\nHad a lot of flings, the struggle wasn't over\r\n\r\nNow imagine, through time you get lied to\r\nHave no one to talk to\r\nHave no one to hold you\r\nTell you they love you\r\nI just wanted, father's love, mother's trust\r\nInstead of being shouted on 24hrs\r\nI was told I was nothing\r\nWill never be something\r\nWill never have a life just a waste of a body\r\nEver watched to be better\r\nI never thought I'd black out, being stranded, gaze I was a zebra with no strips\r\n13-14 I could see the progress\r\nI started having stress and getting lost in the process\r\nNam beng'phusha Ntanga, day and night having trauma\r\nKwasiz ukbekezela I went through with all the drama\r\nNow I got fans overseas\r\nThey listen to my shit\r\nThey sending me the beats, guess I'm the best I'll ever be\r\nMy peace is my progress\r\nI figured I'd be great\r\nInspite of all this pain, I'm trapped in a big maze\r\n\r\nI was afraid to face the mirror\r\nI hate who I was\r\nBeen taking pills, while I'm taking a bath\r\nSelf cuts, like I'm checking the pulse\r\nI'd go high, like I'm smoking the blunt\r\nMy shit right, I'm just a wine in a glass\r\nSome drop me, drink me wishing to fly\r\nBut I'm Godly, wavey can't be defined\r\nIt's ivy, shady, Weezy and pac (Gas!)\r\n\r\n[Bridge] Mandisa:\r\nOooh-Huuu Oooh-Huuu\r\nLike stars at night we shining bright forever (x2)\r\nIt was never for the money it's all about the power\r\n[BlxqSauce]:\r\nI go hard only aiming to devour\r\nThese war cries only aiming for the power\r\nI ignite only destined to be better (x2)\r\n\r\n[Hook] Mandisa:\r\nI had a lot of falls and up and downs\r\nGiven another chance I'll make it right\r\nOr just never mind I've had enough\r\nI swear I'll never go back...","download_count":97,"play_count":18,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-06-24","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/62e\/11a\/296\/thumb_860916_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}