{"id":266272,"created_at":"2022-07-06 21:48:22","updated_at":"2024-05-03 08:27:30","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-07-06 21:48:22","original_id":null,"artist_id":130297,"title":"Suicidal thoughts.mp3","slug":"suicidal-thoughtsmp3","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Hook] \r\n\r\nMy mind is busy running nasty thoughts I need the guide\r\nSuicidal thoughts busy trynna kill my strive\r\nI'm pushing harder but it seems I lost the drive, God\r\nSuicidal thoughts busy keeping going up, \r\nI'm Lying on my bed but tears are going down...ey ey tears are going down\r\nI'm living with a trauma...Suicidal thoughts\r\nX2\r\n\r\n[Verse 1]\r\n\r\nIt busy going high, but I feel the trap\r\nListen up...this is not a rap, I was doing fine hustling for the most crap\r\nSuicidal thoughts trynna kill my strive.\r\nMy mind is doing shit like I'm smelling Grave\r\nShow me\u00a0 tht love when I'm stilling alive \r\nSnt those flowers when I'm stilling alive \r\nDon't ever bring flowers to my Grave... yeah\r\n\r\n[Hook] \r\n\r\nMy mind is busy running nasty thoughts I need the guide\r\nSuicidal thoughts busy trynna kill my strive\r\nI'm pushing harder but it seems I lost the drive, God \r\nSuicidal thoughts busy keeping going up, \r\nI'm Lying on my bed but tears are going down... ey ey tears are going down \r\nI'm living with a trauma...Suicidal thoughts \r\nX2\r\n\r\n[Verse 2]\r\n\r\nI'm busy making tracks while I'm busy feeling lost\r\nThis kill my faith God I need strength\r\nIts running on my mind like I'm taking drugs\r\nIt busy making shit and this is toxic\r\nAin't pulling hard God I need help\r\nIt seems I see my body going down to the grave \r\nI'm praying to You God so I need help\r\nI need help \r\n\r\n[Hook] \r\n\r\nMy mind is busy running nasty thoughts I need the guide\r\nSuicidal thoughts busy trynna kill my strive\r\nI'm pushing harder but it seems I lost the drive, God\r\nSuicidal thoughts busy keeping going up, \r\nI'm Lying on my bed but tears are going down...ey ey tears are going down \r\nI'm living with a trauma...Suicidal thoughts\r\nX2\r\n\r\nEyo bro think G got the musiq","download_count":67,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-05-03","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/62c\/5e6\/b1e\/thumb_852608_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}