{"id":265554,"created_at":"2022-06-29 15:43:47","updated_at":"2024-04-29 04:12:54","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-06-29 15:43:47","original_id":null,"artist_id":129220,"title":"Sad Kid 2","slug":"sad-kid-2","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"I've been always been sad\r\nI barely made time for my sleep\r\nBarely had something to eat\r\nI'll never forget things that my Momma \r\nWould do to fill me and my brother with\r\nJoy\r\nI always believed by glory of the lord I'll live\r\nI always had resons to cry\r\nDad wasn't around\r\nAt least that what made me a man\r\nI'll always put family first \r\n(family first)\r\nx2\r\n\r\nWorld is so cold and nobody cares\r\nI talk to my music like nobody's there\r\nWriting my thoughts I chat with myself\r\nLeaving them something to miss when I'm dead\r\nKnow how I'm blessed sometimes\r\nI be cursed\r\nGet on my knees to ask Jesus for help\r\nMoney won't change me \r\nForever the same\r\nYou all just don't get that \r\nYou'll get it one day\r\nThey still tryna hurt me\r\nWith these tears on my eyes\r\nPain on my chest getting too hard\r\nTo breath\r\nBetrayal from people I trusted the most\r\nLike they getting paid when they see me depressed\r\nWay lotta stress to fucus on school\r\nSkipping that shxt choose the street life \r\nInstead\r\nMistakes made me strong\r\nYou only just judge\r\nI hurt and I cry till my tears turn red\r\n\r\nNo peace in my world\r\nIf you ain't got no money you ain't no friends\r\nWe get overrated for lacin them drugs\r\nThey told me I suck for doin' somethin ryt\r\nI don't understand how you people live life\r\nAlways under pressure and ready to risk\r\nYour whole lives just so you will get paid\r\nI go hard for the paper I pray\r\n wait\r\nI go through my worsts by myself\r\nI ask for help and nobody's there\r\nSanity lost, I'm someone depressed\r\nI might need a chair I can't really stand\r\nEveryone judges mistakes that I make\r\nThat shxt got me sad and feeling so bad\r\nYou all never cared now leave me alone\r\nI stay in my room like day in and day out\r\nNo\r\nI can't let depression take over\r\nYes for a fact I've been feeling so sad\r\nAnd that's the main reason I'm\r\nWorking so hard\r\nI know I'm a sinner but still a believer\r\nI be so sad but still an achiever\r\nI don't need friends I'm tired of pretenders\r\n\r\nI've been always been sad\r\nI barely made time for my sleep\r\nBarely had something to eat\r\nI'll never forget things that my Momma \r\nWould do to fill me and my brother with\r\nJoy\r\nI always believed by glory of the lord I'll live\r\nI always had resons to cry\r\nDad wasn't around\r\nAt least that what made me a man\r\nI'll always put family first \r\n(family first)\r\nx2","download_count":98,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-04-29","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/62b\/c56\/cbd\/thumb_849887_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}