{"id":263843,"created_at":"2022-06-10 18:06:34","updated_at":"2024-05-12 03:52:41","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-06-10 18:06:34","original_id":null,"artist_id":129178,"title":"mother's message","slug":"mothers-message","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":9298,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"The way that she left me was so f**ken shocking\r\nI still remember her saying these words\r\n \"put you first then you put the others. ubek'iskolo phambil' that's the only thing ,\r\nlife lesson\r\n life ain't easy just the way you \r\nndibeki themba lam kuwe aza.\"\r\nthat ain't easy , that's a heavy load\r\n\"I didn't study the way I wanted to because the problem was the money\r\nyou're so fortunate you got me ,\r\nI tell you everything about me \r\nnow you study and make mama proud\" \r\nevery word that she said was a blessing \r\nlook at her on the other side\r\nlook at me chasing all the studies \r\nI do it for her and I'll do it again \r\nshe's on the grave busy resting in peace\r\nand I still remember when she also said\r\n\"don't quit on your studies I beg you son\r\nrather quit your friends and be alone\r\n9 months I didn't carry a looser , a janky or even a drunk addict\r\nI love seeing you going to school \r\nI give you hugs cause I want you to know \r\nwhen days are dark ain't no friends \r\nevery friend's got the weakest point\r\neveryday gotta study something \r\nlife will knock you down \r\nbetter get up\r\nuhlal'idesika and never give up \r\numam'uyak'thanda don't ever forget\"\r\nmy heart broke when she couldn't talk, she couldn't walk or she couldn't breath \r\n\r\n\r\nnow that she's gone \r\nI'll have to man up\r\nand be like an ant which just show up on summer\r\nI just can't lie ndiyamkhumbul'umama \r\nizintwe bezenza I'll forget\r\nshe's facially gone but never retired\r\n in my mind she still appears\r\nin my heart she's still leaving \r\nwhen she gone I was still dreaming \r\nof building her such a big mention\r\nI got dreams that I'm still chasing\r\n next year I'll be doing magic\r\nyou should have waited till you see me progress\r\nnow my life feels so lifeless\r\nhow can God be so heartless\r\nkanti death is so clueless\r\nain't no medicine can cure this\r\nonce I'm done I'll be on your grave shouting mama I made it\r\nonce I'm done I'll be on your grave shouting mama I made it\r\n\r\nI wrote a message for my mother\r\n ye I know that she died \r\nI might sound like I'm crazy \r\nup in the heaven I hope that you hear me\r\nI am your son I don't know why you left me \r\nall of the blessings I'm getting I thank you \r\nyour son is hustling I hope that you're proud\r\neveryday and night I'm missing you more\r\nyou were the mother if the nation \r\nyou wouldn't hurt even a fly\r\nthe beauty in your smile \r\nlike a butterfly \r\nthe day that you died \r\nI didn't wanna cry\r\nbut the tears dripping from my eye\r\nI look up the sky and I said it's all right\r\nI wish you could visit even by a dream\r\nnow that you left me I look up to granny\r\nthe money from daddy ain't enough \r\neven my heart broke the day that you died\r\nI no longer know what's love all I know is to hurt people \r\nI don't know what is love all I know is to hurt people\r\n\r\n\r\nI'm so proud to be a mama's boy \r\nmama's heart never disappoints \r\nin bad times always been strong \r\nI know a pain I don't just call \r\nyou might be listening through out the phone\r\nman I suffered with the life probs\r\nI never chose to write these songs \r\nmama never slept at night \r\nmama never ate at night\r\n she wants success in my life\r\nain't no body's got the love just like mama's pretty heart \r\nlet me give another chance for my haters to confess\r\nye my mama was the best\r\nkudala bend'valeli ndlela\r\nkumnyama ndi light ikhandlela \r\nngoku sendivusa abalele\r\nI am the king of the rap\r\nI never thought that I'm next \r\nwho will be bring the best \r\nshe told me how to be the best \r\nrest in peace to my heroin...","download_count":85,"play_count":24,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-05-12","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/62a\/353\/d2a\/thumb_843547_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}