{"id":262083,"created_at":"2022-05-22 23:32:31","updated_at":"2024-04-19 22:32:39","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-05-22 23:32:31","original_id":null,"artist_id":74282,"title":"Lonely","slug":"lonely-47","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Walking backwards you don't even know where you going]]Maybe it's cz u don't want to follow you, so u keep yo eye on me but ur lost]]See am a gentleman I won't force but i helplessly fell in love with you n it]]Hurts me so bad to loose you while there's nothing I can do about it]]Please come back to me]]If not for yourself then baby please do it for me]]For me, my love for you is bigger than my pride am\u00a0 breaking]]I know I fell but I never thought I'd be in this deep]]Pull me]]Before I drown as my tears are raining up on me]]Without u by my side am as good as blind I mean, I can't see a way forward]]\r\nAm stuck without you]]Am sorry dat I did u wrong even thou yo intentions for me we're so true]]\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nI've been through a lot man I've seen it all]]\r\nCrying in the rain so u can't see my tears]]\r\nNumbing all the pain man it's been years]]\r\nTrying, trying everything I can not to feel the pain]]Drinking alcohol everyday to numb the pain]]Feeling Iike a soul living in a dead body]]I am not dead but I do not feel my body]]Lying to everyone like don't u worry bout me]]Sometimes I need help but, I just think they never really care so I keep it to myself]]This might be the truth u never want to hear but it is what is it is everyone they in it for themselves]]Am a sinner, and everything\u00a0 I did I did it for myself so I'll face the consequences of my choices but, there's something I really wanna say n it's about you,....I love you]]","download_count":86,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/628\/aab\/893\/thumb_837209_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}