{"id":253683,"created_at":"2022-02-24 22:06:53","updated_at":"2025-07-05 09:53:00","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-02-24 22:06:53","original_id":null,"artist_id":121901,"title":"Desolate","slug":"desolate","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[{Hook}]\r\n\r\nEveryday try \r\nEvery night I cry (when I pray)\r\nBabey don't blame me don't leave me, \r\nI Wanna go home n be alone\r\nTalking to myself to see am lonely,\r\n\r\nBabe am lonely come along, \r\nWanna be with you when am lonely.\r\n\r\n\r\n[VERSE.1]\r\n\r\n(Mafia_Gates)\r\n\r\nAm on my way home talking to myself nobody loves or cares how I feel,\r\nWhy am still alive I dont see no used,\r\nCause everyone I told to stay now they gone they juhs disappear like I've never told them to stay, \r\n\r\nFuck this love I didnt chose for this, \r\nI'm leaving you\r\nI need to be alone but \r\nMah mind keeps fighting with mah thoughts,\r\n\r\nMemories playing I can't move on,\r\nI tried to drink myself to death but all I heard is my son voice . (Daddy daddy pls dont leave me).\r\n\r\n\r\n{[VERSES2]}\r\n\r\nLawd take control I see my soul laying down why I feel cold,\r\n\r\nI thought I was death damn when I woke up it was juhs a bad dream fuck babey I don't wanna be alone.\r\n\r\nTwo face niggaz acting like holes\r\nNigga I'm from Htown \r\nI gat mah homies with me\r\nout9ine n Ceekay,\r\n\r\nI tried to give you mah heart even though you didn't show in return, \r\nI was Dedicated, \r\nAddicted to you but now I'm Desolated I'm deeply depressed I wish I never met you","download_count":141,"play_count":21,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-07-05","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/621\/7e4\/ece\/thumb_805874_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}