{"id":251176,"created_at":"2022-02-01 11:35:50","updated_at":"2024-05-21 18:08:21","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-02-01 11:35:50","original_id":null,"artist_id":122548,"title":"Demons","slug":"demons-31","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"The many demons in my head reside inside with thoughts of death\r\nThe many evils I could conjure thousand monsters made of fear\r\nA hollow heart in search of God and the devil he lurking near \r\nHe tell me jump and God shout stop I feel like Isaac on that day\r\n\r\nAnd thus I ask well how come God why you chose me to go through this\r\nWhy test my faith so close to break the sticks and stones they hurting me \r\nThe words they harm they linger round its best you show yourself to me\r\nOr Im gon walk and dont look back asking what God has done for me\r\n\r\nCause I dont know its hard to tell not much to share its been a minute\r\nMiss those years of massive blessing floodgates rushing down on me\r\nA fire burns below my feet I grind my teeth and hope It pass \r\nThe devil capture my left ankle place some hurdles in my way\r\n\r\nThus I trip and hit my head as blood come gushing down my face\r\nAll I see red a concussion I cannot stand Ive lost the will\r\nThe will to live another day the final string is in my hand\r\nIts been pulled guess by who, its the demons in my head \r\n\r\n\r\nIm fighting demons\r\nA fucking Evil\r\nMy kinda people \r\nDont fight they demons\r\n\r\n\r\nBroken dreams below my feet like broken glass they cut and shred \r\nThey severe clean remaining flesh the arteries and blood vessels\r\nIts hard to tell how long I'll stand on broken glass I feel the pain\r\nA pain so sharp it pump my heart the blood flow out and I dont care\r\n\r\nMy life will end with it the pain the shame will fade and Ill have peace \r\nSerene dream or a nightmare Ill see heaven or go to hell\r\nWhat will come will be a change a chance to ask what happen here\r\nTimes on earth were filled with pain the one who made me was not fair\r\n\r\nWhat is fair the world is grey morality is ever changing \r\nA pandemic they call covid took the money out our hands\r\nIt took my mother and my brother now Im struggling to live\r\nAnd I miss them holy father why the hell would you do this \r\n\r\nNow the demons start to chatter masses gather an audience \r\nAnd the heckles that can hurt me start to sound out from the back \r\nIn the kitchen busy drinking tryna drown away the pain \r\nBut Im swimming fighting demons all the demons in my head\r\n\r\nIm fighting demons\r\nA fucking evil \r\nMy kinda people \r\nDont fight they demons","download_count":100,"play_count":11,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-05-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/61f\/8f6\/002\/thumb_796417_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}