{"id":248878,"created_at":"2022-01-10 20:47:38","updated_at":"2024-06-26 06:14:34","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2022-01-10 20:47:38","original_id":null,"artist_id":121451,"title":"3:15","slug":"315","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Ni \u1e13ivha mini nga zwi re mbiluni yanga?? \r\nHu na zwithu zwinzhi zwine zwia mbavha.. \r\nNdari ndi khouwa a ni nga \u1e13o n'gavha.. \r\nNdi maswiswini vheini musi nia n'shavha..\r\n \r\nI've been dealing with anxiety, dealing with depression.. \r\nAnger in my action.. \r\nSometimes I wanna die and just chill out in heaven.. \r\nLost hope, lost vision,lost soul, man I'm lost can somebody out here just show me the direction.. \r\nCause I've shattered my perspection..\r\nDamn.. \r\nI was told life a lesson..\r\nI'm not sure if I'm learning.. \r\nIf life is an act man it sure needs rehearsing.. \r\nLike the stiffy that you get str from porn man it's hard.. \r\n(I didn't have to say that, but ahh fuck it) \r\nTossing and turning I'm not getting enough sleep.. \r\nMost quiet in the room they prolly think that I'm week.. \r\nBut they don't really know that my problems go deep.. \r\nWalking on my own as I talk to these streets.. \r\nThe time I feel happy is when I hear a beat.. \r\nNot the beat from the heart I really wish that would skip..\r\nWalking upside down, I'm no flop, I'll flip.. \r\n\r\nSee I'm man with demons that bottled are in the bag.. \r\nHella confident but alone it sag.. \r\nTrying to find my soul, in a haystack.. \r\nMy brothers looking up to me, my niece smiling at me, momma already proud, but ion even got no clue of who I am... \r\nThose the kind things that really gets me sad... \r\n\r\n\r\n(I'm a stranger to myself) \r\n(I don't nobody's help) \r\n(Sometimes I wanna yell) \r\n(Send my anxiety in hell) \r\n\r\nHave you ever been tired of being tired, that you burn all your tires\r\nAnd you just wanna retire\r\nBut it's funny how the things that break you down can also take you higher\r\nLife going down but you praise the most higher\r\nSome people give you peace and leave you in pieces\r\nConnecting these stitches on all burned bridges\r\nWe all broken, or outspoken\r\nAnxiety on the leash\r\nI pray to God my soul I keep \r\n\r\n(I'm a stranger to myself) \r\n(I don't nobody's help) \r\n(Sometimes I wanna yell) \r\n(Send my anxiety in hell)","download_count":220,"play_count":30,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2024-06-26","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/61d\/c7f\/241\/thumb_788147_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}