{"id":228248,"created_at":"2021-07-26 07:11:31","updated_at":"2025-07-05 01:46:33","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-07-26 07:11:31","original_id":null,"artist_id":85472,"title":"Self-Issues","slug":"self-issues","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"I think about this shit through the dark in the night .\r\nSuicide thoughts cum and go like a season\r\nDown on my knees calling God telling him about my feelings \r\nI know I am a sinner buh believe m I can change .\r\nYou tell us you r there buh you never show yourself \r\nYou let us take the pain and forget about the rest .\r\nWe argue about your existence because we never sure \r\nI got some self issues and I know u know em \r\n\r\nPeople spreading about lies about you Ain't u getting sick of it .\r\nI try to know ur name buh it's hard bcoz of the stories .\r\nI'm losing faith in my self , I don't think im strong .\r\nPeople go be saying I'm a man coz I always hide myself \r\nThis the only place I know I get real \r\nI talk about my feelings everytime I rap not becoz I want pity buh bcoz music is only place of hope for me \r\n\r\n2\r\nFather God lay your hand , give m blessings coz I'm sick of all this hating \r\nI never fail on what I do buh thy kill my mood \r\nI never had a father thts the reason y I never had a hood .\r\nIt's enough stop the pain , I am choking on myself .\r\nI be hoping like a frog \r\nSlowly moving like a snail .\r\nI started music coz I see my passion .\r\nI always rap in English coz I know I never Flop \r\nI had a dream about my creator buh I saw a beast .\r\nWalking through the meast , trying to catch my soul, \r\nI tried to call your name buh u didn't even show .\r\nI think of living out my world and visit in the snow .\r\nI look up to the Skyy , look upon the stars .\r\nWonder if thy ever send our massage .\r\nAin't never gonna trust no pastor coz I see em fake.\r\nI got so many questions buh I never no answers","download_count":176,"play_count":13,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2025-07-05","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/60f\/e44\/00a\/thumb_711183_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}