{"id":206857,"created_at":"2021-02-27 23:36:40","updated_at":"2021-04-19 07:21:09","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-02-27 23:36:40","original_id":null,"artist_id":41138,"title":"Bleeding","slug":"bleeding-4","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Chorus\r\nBeen acting tough for a very long time\r\nThis shit is rough and it's stressing my mind\r\nSuffocating on this pain I'm not breathing\r\nNo visible wounds buh a nigga is bleeding\r\nI'll always wear my heart on my sleeves yeah\r\nI will get better ,that I believe yeah\r\n\r\nVerse\u00a01\r\nSuppressed emotions have a greater impact when they re surface\r\nThey're hella detrimental and they leave you feeling worthless\r\nCos inside you busy dying buh calmer on the surface\r\nThen,the pain becomes a prison impeding you from purpose\r\n\r\nSo my art and music, well it is my weapon,to try and fight all my depression,all of my fears and the harnessed aggression,all the self doubt I've been feeling and all my imperfections\r\n\r\nHave been resembling them shackles as they were holding me captive\r\nThe only way I will be free,is to bury the hatchet\r\nA stereotypical opinion like the one that boys don't cry\r\nWhich is a factor contributing increasing suicide\r\nNo one advises you buckle up,buh life a rollercoaster\r\nAll the sorrow and joy is resembled by the nausea\r\nI'm not man enough?(what )if give in to my fears\r\nI'm not man enough?(what)if I ever shed a tear\r\n\r\nChorus:\r\n(Been acting tough for a very long time\r\nThis shit is rough and it's stressing my mind\r\nSuffocating on this pain I'm not breathing\r\nNo visible wounds buh a nigga is bleeding\r\nI'll always wear my heart on my sleeves yeah\r\nI will get better ,that I believe yeah)\u00d72)\u00d72\r\n\r\nVerse 2\r\nJust to fit in I pretended to be somethin I'm not\r\nWell you see I've always been the black sheep of the flock\r\n In a group the spot for me well it was never vacant\r\nIn a crowd I felt alone a nigga felt forsaken\r\n\r\nIn my moments of weakness I contemplated suicide\r\nCos my outcomes were failures regardless of the times I tried\r\n(Regardless of the times I tried)\u00d72\r\n\r\nArt and music became morphine\r\nMovin forward never stoppin\r\nFloppin with the knowledge that my flaws are making me bigger\r\nI truly my best to be positive even though negativity be loomin on the nigga\r\nNow my motivation is the chip on my shoulder\r\nMy love for art and music ,as it's making me bolder\r\nI've come to realise what doesn't kill you makes you stronger\r\nAnd challenges are just peddles disguised as boulders","download_count":35,"play_count":2,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/603\/abb\/1b6\/thumb_632673_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}