{"id":203645,"created_at":"2021-02-14 01:07:33","updated_at":"2021-04-22 07:38:17","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-02-14 01:07:33","original_id":null,"artist_id":76498,"title":"Love And Heartbreak Pt.2","slug":"love-and-heartbreak-pt2","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Verse\r\nI actually got answers I've always been seeking\r\nBeat my head for being silence when I caught you cheating\r\nAlways tryna talk but you never wanted to listen\r\nShut me down when you saw that the truth is what I'm speaking\r\nYou kept arguing about everything that you need\r\nHad no job BUT kept saying I didn\u2019t meet your needs\r\nI would treat you as my wife tryna show you how it should be\r\nBUT you were busy destroying how it could have been\r\nWhen you spoke about your ex and all of that I said I know\r\nBut how you got a man that you never made time for\r\nBlamed me for all of that\r\nBUT I did make time, you just didn\u2019t see it because you were not around more\r\nPointing the mistakes I made you forgot about yours\r\nActing like you innocent because yours i didn\u2019t point\r\nYou cannot blame for trying to be a good man\r\nWe had a special thing and I didn\u2019t want to lose that\r\nEverything we spoke about you would tell your friends\r\nHow could you agree with them saying I'm not much of a man\r\nYou know I wasn\u2019t balling BUT I always had a plan\r\nThat\u2019s what got me mad thinking why can\u2019t you understand\r\nFirst you reminded me of my wife\r\nAs time went on I then asked you to be my wife\r\nA few months later the engagement was off\r\nBUT I felt like we can still give it another shot\r\nOur love was heat, Our love was magic\r\nBUT still you couldn\u2019t let go of your bad habit\r\nSo we kept arguing, you kept accusing me\r\nTrying be firm but you were emotionally abusing me\r\nThe arguments were really getting out of control\r\nBroke every lil piece we have bought for our home\r\nSo mad that you even throwed me your blackberry\r\nHow can I think of leaving the girl I almost married\r\nYou went on and told your girl that I punched you\r\nWhen I held you to protect you from what you wanna do\r\nShe then quickly went on to tell your brother\r\nWhom I had to fight then got hated by your mother\r\nYour family didn\u2019t want anything to do with me\r\nThough many people said they like seeing you with me\r\nI was done, and so I had to move on\r\nDidn\u2019t wanna disappoint my mom I had to find a new home\r\nSO I had moved in with Bongi\r\nPeople says I'm complex, but she really knows me\r\nSpent time together BUT we never dated\r\nTrue meaning of what it means to be complicated\r\nEverything you didn\u2019t want to do she did it well\r\nPut me in ease because she understood I was in pain\r\nYou made it difficult for me to love another girl\r\nI left her and didn\u2019t bother calling again\r\nRight there I'd miss the sweet-talk, late-night phone-calls\r\nWhen I was alone and needed someone that I can hold\r\nWe both know that we had something special\r\nCouldn\u2019t fight the fact that we better together\r\nYou disappeared to Cape Town, and I didn\u2019t know\r\nSpent a month, came back and didn\u2019t bother to call\r\nTold me it\u2019s been a week since you been back\r\nFound out you slept with another guy, can\u2019t believe that you did that\r\nI knew the bastard, to my surprise\r\nIt\u2019s something that I cherish that will lead me to my demise\r\nWe always fought because you would always pack a lie\r\nThought things couldn\u2019t get worse till you slept with a soccer guy\r\nI wanted us to work things out, they said I'm dumb\r\nLoved you enough for you to still meet my mom\r\nIntroduced you to my friends, I thought you were the one\r\nDidn\u2019t know I was shouting myself in the leg with my own gun\r\nEven when I went all out, it wasn\u2019t good enough\r\nTold you your favorite joke BUT still you couldn\u2019t laugh\r\nI can see another dude was making you smile\r\nAnd also taught you how to lie without biting your tongue\r\nI love you, SO imagine seeing you in the club\r\nFlirting with another guy like you were both in love\r\nTryna save the relationship BUT it was impossible\r\nWe were hitting rock-bottom and it was unstoppable\r\nI gave you most the things you weren\u2019t deserving\r\nThat\u2019s why everything I gave, you couldn\u2019t handle it\r\nWhen you give your love to someone, she don\u2019t wanna take it\r\nBear in mind that if she does then she gonna break it\r\nWe had our mistakes but you kept reminding me\r\nI wasn\u2019t mad for what you did BUT for denying it\r\nI understood you weren\u2019t perfect SO I didn\u2019t blame you\r\nAnd I couldn\u2019t figure how you got the nerve to\r\nYou all up in my face going all ghetto\r\nActing like a hoochie as if I couldn\u2019t hear you when you say so\r\nI chose you BECAUSE I knew you were street-smart\r\nIf I wanted a whore I would have went to the strip-club\r\nSaid you love me but you couldn\u2019t be honest\r\nLived to argue so the future we planned was hopeless\r\nDrain me, fight me, and i never fought back\r\nWe stay together but in two weeks you aint been home yet\r\nWe were more than lovers, practically in marriage\r\nAs if cheating wasn\u2019t enough, you had to fall pregnant\r\nI saw that something was up but you denied what happened\r\nYour selfishness almost landed me in my dead bed\r\nWe had an argument then you disappeared\r\nWhen I asked you why, you said I didn\u2019t care\r\nYou were leaving and you made that crystal clear\r\nAnd it\u2019s obvious since I didn\u2019t see you in a year\r\nYour mom told me that you had gone to your grandparents\r\nReason you ignored all my calls and messages\r\nWe were always fighting, and it\u2019s so sad\r\nKnew it would be over soon, but hated when I saw that\r\nWe hadn\u2019t spoken in months\r\nMet your mom , she told me you gave birth to a son\r\nHonestly, I was so happy for you\r\nYou been through enough heartache, you deserve some of joy too\r\nThings were better; I was getting back to myself\r\nBeing alone got me back in touch with myself\r\nOur anniversary came when I got your text\r\nTears felt down when I rad what it said\r\nYou might meet girls more beautiful than I am\r\nYou might meet girls who offer more than what I can\r\nBe happy with everything that they give you\r\nBUT I will always be here when they leave you\r\nI was the man who gave you his love to adorn you\r\nBUT you took advantage of the fact that I adore you\r\nI learnt that you can\u2019t love someone who don\u2019t know what love is\r\nShe'll take it for granted because she don\u2019t know where her heart is...\r\nI was the man who gave you his love to adorn you\r\nBUT you took advantage of the fact that I adore you\r\nI learnt that you can\u2019t love someone who don\u2019t know what love is\r\nShe'll take it for granted because she don\u2019t know where her heart 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