{"id":203641,"created_at":"2021-02-14 01:00:43","updated_at":"2021-04-22 04:21:33","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-02-14 01:00:43","original_id":null,"artist_id":76498,"title":"Love And Heartbreak Pt.1","slug":"love-and-heartbreak-pt1","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Verse\r\nMy future is looking clearly as a vision of a blind man\r\nDestined for greatness BUT don\u2019t got a life plan\r\nCount on me despite how I\u2019m living\r\nI may even stop breathing, to give you what you needing\r\nLiving like a king keep watching the throne\r\nRome wasn\u2019t built in a day so I\u2019m building my own\r\nDon\u2019t take advantage of my golden heart, only because I\u2019m polite\r\nThe grass is what suffers more when two elephants collide\r\nDate without cheating, Love without limits\r\nHow does a guy like that end up with a vixen?\r\nLord knows I need him even if I act different\r\nMy wisdom is shown in the ugly predicament\r\nRather avoid the subject, I don\u2019t know how to lie\r\nNothing gets resolved when two parties are on the high\r\nI live by my actions and the man in the mirror\r\nMost people say something and blame it on liquor\r\nMedia messing people up, check what they believing in\r\nThey giving in, to a life of a lie, a savior they needing quick\r\nHere\u2019s another guy you don\u2019t want it with\r\nI\u2019m not gay so I don\u2019t need another man to be fucking with\r\nSleep with the dogs and you\u2019ll wake up with fleas\r\nGiving you exactly how it is Me and LSG\r\nBUT my girl prolly think that I\u2019m being dishonest\r\nAt times I tell you what you want to hear to be modest\r\nWomen speak loud with silence\r\nI get on her skin by not respond back with violence\r\nSmart nigger, keeping quiet , studying how her mind work\r\nIf you in love with me gotta learn when my heart hurts\r\nYou want commitment but don\u2019t wanna believe my word\r\nAlways getting mad, when you see me with another girl\r\nIt\u2019s gets on my nerves, because you get what you deserve\r\nBUT in return, it is me you that neglect\r\nThey don\u2019t know where my mind is at\r\nWomen purposely piss you off to see how you react\r\nAnd I act cool even though I might be mad\r\nI make moves, tryna live my life the best\r\nMost of the time I spent alone\r\nSurrounded by the crowd BUT always felt alone\r\nIt can\u2019t be you, I told you to leave me alone\r\nI brought the hurt so I can deal with it alone\r\nYou can\u2019t tell me I aint perfect, neither are you\r\nIf you were, your ex would still be here with you\r\nThe sex was amazing I don\u2019t doubt that\r\nI\u2019ll never find another like you we\u2019ll see about that\r\nWe were cool, can\u2019t figure out what happen to us\r\nWe took faster than we should, maybe a bit too much\r\nI gave you your space and you became distant\r\nWe argue more than we could both withstand\r\nShe feel like I\u2019m taking decisions for her\r\nI\u2019m thinking I made a choice to show her that I care\r\nSome things you do is too much to take it in\r\nShe\u2019s not content that I\u2019m giving her every piece of me\r\nI hope that you would care to listen\r\nGiving you my love BUT you seem to miss it\r\nYou spend most the time demanding\r\nMaybe I should be a bit more understanding\r\nYou see me as being arrogant\r\nI believe in the truth and nothing else\r\nI work hard for us hope you understanding that\r\nI give you honesty and don\u2019t demand it back\r\nI always keep quiet when you question me\r\nThe truth will have your heart bleeding endlessly\r\nWe don\u2019t always see things with the same eye\r\nIf I keep quiet, you take it as I tell lies\r\nRefuse to believe \u2018\u2019the truth in me\u2019\u2019\r\n\u2018\u2019Confusing scrutiny\u2019\u2019 with who \u2018\u2019I used to be\u2019\u2019\r\nGot a lot of female that are close to me\r\nI only got eyes for you like what you saw in me\r\nNobody makes me feel the way you do\r\nSome shit nobody knows about me I say to you\r\nSo you should know I\u2019m never keeping secrets\r\nI\u2019m a one woman man, I chose you to be with\r\nIt\u2019s impossible to speak every hour\r\nIf you want to test man\u2019s character, give him power\r\nIf you give me your love, and believe in me\r\nI\u2019ll share my life with you, giving you what you need\r\nAnd why do you shout when we talk\r\nFelt for the kid in you, BUT now you being immature\r\nYou talk at me but you never talk to me\r\nThat\u2019s why it seem like I don\u2019t care how you feel\r\nYou stay with me even though you aint happy\r\nThat\u2019s why every mistake I make you use against me\r\nComplain about me always out at night\r\nI\u2019m working to give us a better life\r\nI wanna give you a home, give me a family\r\nI need you to be my strength; don\u2019t need you as my enemy\r\nNo chick can handle me, Me and you got chemistry\r\nThe Love and heartbreak is what takes all my energy\r\nI wanna give you a home, give me a family\r\nI need you to be my strength; don\u2019t need you as my enemy\r\nNo chick can handle me, Me and you got chemistry\r\nThe Love and heartbreak is what takes all my energy","download_count":19,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/602\/859\/ee3\/thumb_622863_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}