{"id":19875,"created_at":"2018-04-23 19:00:01","updated_at":"2021-04-23 08:43:12","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-04-23 19:00:01","original_id":null,"artist_id":15324,"title":"Regret","slug":"regret","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Regret\r\nVerse\r\nMan in fact I'm the only one to Blame \r\nIf I could ever you how perfect I really am I'd be lying man I told you that a Savage can't be Tamed \r\nYeah\r\nThats something that you shouldnt forget man\r\nI did alot of shit that I regret\r\nI did alot of shit I must confess \r\nBut through God I could tell that he would put me to Test\r\nI mean people tell you to trust em nikka never do that\r\nCoz when you let your guard down you get stabbed in the back\r\nI'm not lying it's a fact \r\nThose you love and in fact \r\nI just pray that one of these days I never get intact \r\nSo never say \"Trust a Nikka\"\r\nCoz growing up I never had a real Father Figure\r\nMy Step Dad was always there and he made me sicker\r\nNever played his part so I never really loved the nikka\r\nHe was just a problem nikka\r\nThere were times where I wish I had my Father \r\nbut I asked God why he cursed me with me another\r\nAnd atleast i always knew I had my brother \r\nAnd When my life got really tough i had him and my mother\r\nI'll won't get tired of this Rap Life \r\nIt's funny how they told me I won't make it with this Rap Life but I see em sleeping on me and told em they should Nap tight\r\nEyes closed while they sleeping while glow and make em ask twice\r\nAnd be like \"Nikka King B is that you?\" I'm a young living idol,wad you expect me to do? They expect me to Lose but I just say I won't Lose while they sleeping,hope their Alarm is on Snooze\r\nI'm on grinding mode\r\nI'm going all in and Backing that Statement\r\nAnd since my life is a movie guess that's a Live Entertainment\r\nUsed to walk on the Pavement while I think bout greatness\r\nI'll be touring the world\r\nknow I'll be going different places\r\nBridge\r\nThis is wad it Looks like\r\nYeah\r\nI'm not saying that I got a good Life\r\nI'm just saying how I wish that I could do right\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nVerse 2:\r\nI don't Stand Out coz I'm already Outstanding\r\nI hope I keep my real friends after ascending\r\nOn my high horse bout to make a perfect Landing but the Come up is a journey no time to be standing\r\nI hope they can hear me this goes out to others who's like me\r\nBe ready and steady\r\nThis will be a long different Journey\r\nBut One Day we'll get it don't let your ego play with it it's the road to success and it's only beginning and soon we'll be winning\r\nI thought my that conscious was clean but my conscious is dirty my options just scare me they'd hate to compare me coz nobody can scare me\r\nCoz I only fear God he's my creator and that's the end of the story\r\nLook\r\nI remember how I woke up in my sleep\r\nI regret trusting the people that's closer to me\r\nI'm so grateful that I'm the man I hoped I could be\r\nI'm so driven and I will never lose focus in me\r\nI believe in my dreams I fall in love in my sleep haters wanna see me fall in a hole that is deep\r\nFather God I redeem myself coz going to Heaven is the only place I see myself going \r\nBut first just lemme get The Wealth\r\nI told myself that I'm proud of who I am\r\nThen tell myself that maybe Oneday I'll understand\r\nWhen you look inside my eyes you can probably see my soul\r\nHope you see your reflection but I'm the one who's in control\r\nI'm not trying to be like one of my peers Nasty C or A-Reece Man I'm King B and if you want I'll repeat I'd rather be Me,if I still had to choose Man I'd choose me nikka\r\nFuck I am who I am\r\nThis has been par\r\n I never give and take coz I know that An eye for eye can make the world go Blind\r\nWhen sex became easy love got harder to find we seems to leave it Behind,it makes us lose your Mind\r\nWe Living reckless\r\nLittle do we know that your older self will consider the things we did as nothing Madness\r\nLike have sex unprotected\r\nThen when Things become hard we start to feel neglected\r\nHow you wish you are accepted coz you were trying to Fit in and tired of being rejected \r\nDon't let Peer Pressure get the best of you I know friends have the power to go pressure you but please remember you don't have to do what they do,just keep on being you though they think you're a fool\r\nLet it be a surprise","download_count":250,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ad\/e10\/3b1\/thumb_66626_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}