{"id":197907,"created_at":"2021-01-22 08:51:10","updated_at":"2021-04-05 17:39:00","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-01-22 08:51:10","original_id":null,"artist_id":2408,"title":"EGO JUICE","slug":"ego-juice","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[VERSE 1]\r\n\r\nI been drinking ego juice, I think I'm overdosin'\r\nI been ghosting people too like they should book appointments\r\nand the people that I'm close to know I'm never open\r\nmy favorite music is the music that I'm still composing\r\ntitle deeds on the moment because I got'ta own it\r\nI picture 2022, I got the future posing\r\nand there be plenty in the view I know I cannot show yet\r\nthough the negatives get vivid when I get to rolling\r\nI see why these niggas drawn towards their sketchy motions\r\nman they use it as a tool to hide their weak emotions\r\nusing me as a mirror for what their insecure with\r\nI'm not projecting what they wanted\r\nI was never for it\r\nI see a god in the mirror, I know my aura show it\r\nI know my garden get bigger with all the seeds I'm sowin'\r\nI see the harvest get nearer so best believe I'm growing\r\nand the hardest can't stop us because we still in motion\r\n\r\n[HOOK]\r\n\r\n(Taking time out to listen to myself\r\nI'm surprised by the secrets that I kept\r\nwhat I hide is the shit that gave me hell like damn\r\nthese confessoins made me well)x2\r\n\r\n[VERSE 2]\r\n\r\nFlood gates are open on the corners that I store emotion\r\nflowing rappid like this river's finna flood an ocean\r\nI been talking 'bout the water though I see I dont swim\r\nfrost biting every single time she try to go in\r\nmy heart is cold and I showed her that my shoulder frozen\r\ngot her at the pole hoein' like it started snowin'\r\nall her friends are naughty\r\nit's a gift to know 'em\r\ngiving me the kind'a time that they would give to no1\r\ntellin' me that they believe that I'ma pop in no time\r\nmy silence is decieving but my work been telling no lies\r\nthis isn't make belief I feel it in your aura \r\nI tried\r\nto make you understand that you can take the crown\r\nit's no crime\r\nbeen sacrificing my time\r\nI got a target at heart\r\nI'm weaponizing my mind\r\nI been at war with my art\r\ntryin'a piece up a stile\r\nthat has grown to a monster\r\nthat could eat you alive\r\nI been closing the coffin\r\non the beats that I ride\r\nI'm the first one she calling\r\nwhen she needin' a ride\r\nshe asking me to beat it like she need it to die\r\nshe came to numb her stress now she ain't feeling her theighs\r\nI'm a thriller keeping this up but I keep it alive\r\nI'll probably throw away a keeper just to keep her aligned \r\nwith the brand\r\nam I lyin?","download_count":17,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-05","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/600\/a73\/bf5\/thumb_605143_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}